i`m very disappointed with my result =_=

Sorry guys long time did update my blog cause i`m busy with tuition and `i m lazy too .

On Tuesday i had taken my result . i`m very disappointed with my result and i`m very sad of it .

When i see other friends result i`m kind of jealous .All my friends result is kind of good and my result is kind . . .

I`m not going to tell you all cause my result is very very poor. So don`t ask me or if anyone of you know my result please don`t tell anyone and don`t say it in front of me. It will just make me feel upset. =_=

Haiz , i dunno what to say now. I think this time i`m really get hurt by my result.It make me fall sick.

My heart just like someone using the knife and poke it in to my heart . My heart keep on bleed non-stop.

Even after watching a few funny movie ,my feeling still remain the same. The happy just can make me smile or laugh awhile but after that the happiness is gone.

Now every movement i blink my eyes i think back of my result and even movement i think , my tears flow from my eyes. My heart bleeding again.

One of my friend get straight A1 .It make me feel that i`m so stupid. All my friends that i know ,their result it just like a coconut tree. Their marks is so high compare with my result.

I just hope that in this two months i can make use of it .

Today i went to tuition by bus.Today i`m alone in the bus cause three of my friends go by themselves .

In the bus, i think back of my result and my cat .I almost cry in the bus. I feel loneliness and sad.
I remain of my cat again. I`m still miss him.

Last time every time i`m sad he will always listen to me and he will made me happy again but now i have to solve it by myself.

He not going to listen to me anymore when i`m sad and he not going to celebrate birthday with me.Last time he always celebrate with me but now he has gone.

I won`t forget you ,Just that my life will not be so happy without you.Maybe i will be sad everyday although i look normal.

I think i should stop here cause now my tears is flowing and my heart feel painful and bleeding now.

Bye bye