i feel so sad

Today is my 4th or 5th (maybe less than that ) go out with him.

Yeah we are together again because he dun let me go . . . .

He always wan me to go out with him but i always cannot make it. . .

Even he wan to go out with me coming this holiday i also cannot make it because coming this holiday i will be very busy . . .

yeah i know u are the one who ask 1st but he even faster than u and also he ask me many time already . . .

We not always can go out together but i always can see u everyday. . .

Because i cannot watch with u and u say i betray u.

If i betray u ,the 1st ppl i betray is him . . .not u ok

U say i`m wad kind of friends.

Yeah i really a bad friend. Dun friend with me la .. .

I always put u all in my heart 1st not even him. . .

I dun wan tell u all because i dun u all say i betray u all . . .

I tell u , i never betray u all even once. . .

Even how hard the thing i will try my best to help or get it for u . . .

When i see u in trouble i will try to help u ....

When u are sad and tired i also will feel sad . . .

Why u wan to say like that to me . .

Do u know u will very hurt me. . .

Wad dun be kind to ppl. . .

When i be kind to u , u will never know that i`m the one who do it for you. .

i think u know i talking about who. .

I teach u a another thing. . .

Think properly when u wrote or say something cause u might hurt the person that love u. . .

I `m not scolding or wad , i just wan u to know that i always will put u all in my heart 1st not him. . .

Maybe when u hv "someone " u might put us at last coz normally ppl will do that . . .Bf is the most important. . .

BUT I `M DIFFERENT FROM OTHER . . . I WILL ALWAYS PUT U ALL 1ST IN MY HEART. .

Dun be angry when u read my blog. . . i just want u to know I NOT THAT KIND OF FRIEND. . .