need to blog out. . .

17/12/09
Day1 without my dear. . .

Without her i seem to go back luck and feel bored. . .

Usually i talk with her. . .

When i`m say she can listen to me. .

I get hurt from my parent and i cant tell her. . .

I have to stuff by myself. . .

XXX

18/12/09

Day 2 without her. .

Have breakfast with my sis and her friend. . .

Due to my sis friend is only interested on her. . .

Due to this reason i very hate him. . .

He is not gentlemen and very stupid. . .

He compare my sis and me

He say i look older compare with my sis. . .

This is my weakness and also all the girls weakness. . .

Seriously i will never go out with him anymore and he doesn`t deserve my sister. . .

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Feel guilty to my dear. . .

I promise work with her but now i find another job. . .

I hope she dun mind. . .

I really desperate for money. . .

I want money to hang out will my gang due to money i cant go outing with them. . .

I promise next trip i will never say no if din`t clash with my working time. ..

i finally found my job

Is in The Store, Optical Shop. . .

I hope my dear will not angry with me. . .

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Now a days doesn`t feel happy. . .

Even happy just for a moment. ..

Now a days always sleep around 3 to 4am. . .

I feel my heart is very weak. . .

I got something in my heart but i dunno how to solve it. . .

Maybe when i`m working slowly will forget about it. . .

Suddenly i miss GB. . .

I thought of every activities in GB .

I think of officer and i think out everyone in GB. . .

I think i should stop here

Bye. ..