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Money. . ..

2010-10-30T16:05:00.002+08:00

Anyone can define what is money?

Can this world live without money?

Can i have infinity of money?

if can all my problem will solve easily. . .

if i have money

my mom wont worry about my tuition fees. . .

if i have money my parents wont give me any pocket money when i back to kl. . .

if i have money and now i wont sitting here and blog. . .

if PTPTN give us full loan(RM11500) , i think i wont be so desperate for money, , ,

Due to desperate of money i wont be able to eat MCD,food about Rm3 ,no movie,no tour around town . . .

i really dunno how to tell my her about this amount for this trimester. . .

can i call him to share with her?

the only way i can do. . .

Hope he understanding her and me. . .

end . . .

2010-09-07T01:16:00.002+08:00

Finally ,both of us really break up. . .

He give ups and i`m also same. . . .

Duno why after break with him i always will think back last time do many things with him.

Is like missing him.

I feel relax after break with him but i feel bad because i kill him

i stole his heart for 2 years and i dam his heart away . . . .

i really feel sorry to him.

He really a perfect guy to me but i duno how to appreciate him...

If 2 years back again, he ask me again, do u want to be my girl friend my answer will still the same.

Why i will break with him? i love him but i duno why i dun wan him.

If we still have faint with him we will together again .. .

Sorry to hurt u but i know God is fare.

I hurting him same as i hurting myself.

But the pain will take times to stop.

I hope he will get well soon

Love

2010-08-26T01:33:00.002+08:00

Our relationship is almost two years,

We got break up before but end up , we get back together. Break and together for many times and i think this is my last time to break with u . I`m tired with our love. I cant stand it, i want to give up. Now u cant without me but slowly u will forget about me. Times can make u forget about me. Just put our memories as sweet memories. . .

Many people ask me why i want to break with u . Yr bf treat u so good and u still dun wan him ar ? I duno what to answer they all. Which mean the problem is come from me. If u want to blame , pls blame on me. Is my fault , i fool u. . .

I duno what i can say with u anymore. I decided and wont change my mind anymore. Sorry to hurt u now instead of hurting u in future. Is good to u and me when we are friend. Let me go and let yr self to find a better girl that suit u. I think i would perfect a single lifestyle instead in a relationship.

If u want me to happy ,pls let me go. . . i need space for myself.

XXX

Break with u for few days and i have no reaction with it.

I think my love to u is finish. . .

I have no tears. . .

I`m normal. . .

I`m still wad i am . . .

XXX

I stay at Malacca for few months and i get use with it .

Now i can do all the things by myself.

No ppl help me. . .

When i`m happy i `m alone

when i`m sad i`m alone.

All this feeling i can overcome when without u.

I can be independent and strong when without u.

I dun need u anymore.

I can be very happy when without u.

that`a LL I can tell my feeling to u .. .

Hope u can see it . . .

EXPENSES

2010-06-17T16:21:00.003+08:00

Hiaz. . .

Stay at Malacca really not easy. . .

I really going to broke soon after i bought my NEW!! camera at KL.

Is nice to hv a new camera but is suffering staying in Malacca. . .

I bought a LUMIX brand and hv 12MP. . .

Is much more better than Olympus FE20. . .

Becoz of once careless i break my screen camera during NS. . .

Service back the old camera cost me RM250 and the new camera is only 2x.

Which me i pay RM499 i can get new camera,better brand,better qualities, better MP. . .

So i decided to bought it.

And now i suffering of Pk soon. . .

Becoz i going to Pk soon i can`t join teokwando with my room mate. . .

This club cost RM20 for register and RM60 for the cloths. . .

So now i very "sen fu". . .

T___T

Problems!!!! + my new life in Uni

2010-05-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

HI my friends, i m back finally.

Once come back after Ns seem like many problems come after me .

My new like in Melaka, my friends and my love. . .

I`m going to start my new like in melaka without my best friend.

I really very miss her.

But too bad we cant study together .

Without her my life like empty.

But i hope she can study well in PJ.

Hope no ppl will buli her ,hope she can stay healthy

Hope she is always well.

XXXX

My love

Duno how to write it out. . .

is very hard to release my feelings. . .

Dear faster come back to kl i really need u . . .

I THINK I`M GOING TO BE SINGLE AGAIN. . .

If break up also good de. ..

i can really focus in my study. . .

Feel jealous. . .

2010-01-07T01:07:00.002+08:00

Feel jealous with my friends. . .

Seem likes all my friend can found a good job.

The can enjoy there work everyday but i`m the only one have to stuffer. . .

They all have friendly colleges but my colleges is like different from them. . .

Most them have higher salary compare with me. . .

All of them are so luck can find a good job with friendly colleges . .. .

XXX

Seem like someone going have a problem due to she is not honest to someone. . .

He are trying to know u more from me but too bad .

He deafeningly out from someone list and my list. . .

If i cant stop him then u really have problem with him. . .

Dun too close with him and try to avoid him. . .

XXX

My colleges. . .

Their mood just similar with whether. . .

When their are good mood then i no need so stuffer lo. . .

When their are bad mood then i die lo. . .

But now getting better. . .

Hope can getting better and better. . .

Their name are:

Victor Lew, 34 yrs old, single
Derek Siew, 27 yrs old, in relationship
Kelmen Chew, 24 yrs old, married

If you guys want to have a look on them can go to The store, Vision Plus Optical shop or facebook. . .

Ok that`s all for today. .. .

Pretending being good to me. . .

2009-12-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

I must learn how to be pretend like normal .

The more they close to me, the more scary are their. . .

Never too playful with them if not will get shot by them . . .

IS not easy to work at there and not easy to get RM900 at there. . .

Have to stuffer a lot of thing only can get my RM900 only!!!

Never trust a guy.

They will never keep their promise and easy to give up.

My heart just like a hollow tube and my soul is only one at there. . .

I looks happy when people like at me but. . .

That`s the end . . .

Feel lonely . . .

2009-12-24T01:25:00.002+08:00

Finally i found a job at Seri Petaling. ..

My working place at The Store and shop is "Visionplus Optical Sdn. Bhd."

Salary is only RM900, no EPF ,public holiday and weekend have to go to work + work from 11 to 9.30 pm. . .

XXX

In school , i know everything but at there doesn`t. . .

In school very no need to care what we say but my working place hv to. . .

Every step i walk i must think carefully if not will get shot by supervisor. . .

Work for this feel days , i start to know this world society. . .

Is not easy to mix around with working friends and people in the world. . .

After working for few days i start to being lonely. . .

No friends that i know very well, go to work alone back also the same.

Working place even bored and lonely. . .

My dear still having her honey moon. . .

Even thou is difficult but is our part of the life. . .

Bitter then will be sweet in the end. . .

Although they shot me , i have to thanks to them cause they are giving me a chance to improve my skill in communication skill. . .

XXX

Xmas eve alone and Xmas hv to work. . .

Age getting older , thinking force to be mature and feeling become lonely. . .

I want to get rid of him in my mind ,is very suffering.

Now i only want to target a few things :

Be the best sale girl in optical shop

Earn a lot of money.

Forget something.

Feel happy everyday. . .

Ok i think that`s all for today,

bye. . .

need to blog out. . .

2009-12-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

17/12/09
Day1 without my dear. . .

Without her i seem to go back luck and feel bored. . .

Usually i talk with her. . .

When i`m say she can listen to me. .

I get hurt from my parent and i cant tell her. . .

I have to stuff by myself. . .

XXX

18/12/09

Day 2 without her. .

Have breakfast with my sis and her friend. . .

Due to my sis friend is only interested on her. . .

Due to this reason i very hate him. . .

He is not gentlemen and very stupid. . .

He compare my sis and me

He say i look older compare with my sis. . .

This is my weakness and also all the girls weakness. . .

Seriously i will never go out with him anymore and he doesn`t deserve my sister. . .

////

Feel guilty to my dear. . .

I promise work with her but now i find another job. . .

I hope she dun mind. . .

I really desperate for money. . .

I want money to hang out will my gang due to money i cant go outing with them. . .

I promise next trip i will never say no if din`t clash with my working time. ..

i finally found my job

Is in The Store, Optical Shop. . .

I hope my dear will not angry with me. . .

///

Now a days doesn`t feel happy. . .

Even happy just for a moment. ..

Now a days always sleep around 3 to 4am. . .

I feel my heart is very weak. . .

I got something in my heart but i dunno how to solve it. . .

Maybe when i`m working slowly will forget about it. . .

Suddenly i miss GB. . .

I thought of every activities in GB .

I think of officer and i think out everyone in GB. . .

I think i should stop here

Bye. ..

Happy and also worry about her. . .

2009-12-12T17:15:00.002+08:00

Finally ,finish SPM . . .

Hang out with my dear for this few days. . .

Happy for things happen around me but also got some worry about someone. . .

Seen like something going to happen on someone. . .

Just hope she will be all right and happy with it. . .

Hope nothing bad happen on her. . .

XXX

Finally can on9 , blogging, facebook and so on . . .

so happy that my brother can fix my computer. . .

Today quite bored. . .

Bored until keep my room. Now clean until half way but i lazy to continue la. . .

he he. . .

XXX

Yesterday have movie with my dear and KF. . .

New moon not really nice to watch maybe i din`t watch the 1st part so i got abit blur lo. . .

After movie 3 of us go mamak until 3 am. . .

My 1st time hang out until so late. . .

Feel like going yam cha to night until midnight again, he he he. . .

XXX

After Spm

I feel like going to clubbing with my friends but still hv to wait . . .

I want to buy hand bag. . .

I want to keep fit. . .

I want to earn money n go shopping. . .

i want to buys things without seeing there price. .

still got more. . .

ok gtg

bye

spm

2009-11-10T15:02:00.003+08:00

Can i really can get good result?

Like what teacher say. . .

I `m the weakest among my friends. . .

She have no hope on me

She is disappoint with me.

Hope i can get good result. . . .

Hope i can proof to her that i actually i can do it. . .

I`m weak among my friends but i can do my best to get the best among my friends.

Although i cannot get 10 A+ but maybe i get all credit and some A`s.

I must proof to u that i really can do it. . .

Hurts by all of u . . . .

2009-10-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

unknown 1

Almost every time u hurt my heart worst then i break up with my ex.

What u say i dun care to i very care with it. . .

Other ppl talk aout me nvr but cannot.

when u buli by ppl i help u but i i give ppl buli u din`t help me and u kick me one step. . .

My heart like break into piece. . .

unknown 2

U are the one i respect .

when u are in good mood u treat me good but when u in bad mood u treat me like adog.

After u scold me i din`t say a words because i respect u but i can`t stop my tears and i hv to hide at the toilet to clam myself down.

Why u always hurts me. . .

Both of u i would angry with u but maybe one day i will do back on u.

Pls stop hurting me

Feelings.. . .

2009-10-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

12/10/2009

Start from today i`m free. . . .
I`m not in relationship anymore. . .
I really sorry to u. . .
Is not yr fault. . .
Is my fault. . .

I`m sorry. . .

I know u are not going to read my blog but i just want to release my feeling at here. . .

I only can say sorry to you other than that i dunno what to say . . .

At here i need to thanks sk ,yw,my sis n her bf for willing to help me. . .

Thanks. . .

I think i should stop here. . .

Bye

Time is waster . . .

2009-09-24T22:22:00.003+08:00

Few more days school is going to reopen and i din`t appreciate my time to study. . .

This few day i just being a useless person. . .

Sleep around 3 or 4am but wake up at 1 or 2 pm. . .

wake up just do unnecessary thing. . .

Even do tuition homework also very hopeless. . .

One question one hours. . .

Hiaz. . . like what Peggy say i lack of confident

Ya. . .i have no confident. . .

All my confident is gone. . .

Still left few more weeks SPM is coming and i`m here wasting my time. . .

Hope can find back my confident back. . .

If not i will loss anything . . .

XXX

Haiz , dah la emo. . .

Now my computer out of order. . .

cannot release tension . . .

terpaksa come to cc here to on9 and blogging. . .

I think now i`m not a normal human . . .

I`m abnormal human. . .

Bye

I continue be my abnormal human. . .

All is gone. . .

2009-09-17T17:03:00.004+08:00

All is gone. . .
what i do is gone. . .
No miracle will happen on me. .

No hope. ..
No happiness. . .
no light. . .

No one will care. . .

All human are selfish . . .

Feels?

Ever moment i think about it,
it will just break my heart into pieces.
what i listen ,read,and saw,
i will automatic turns to be emotional

My feelings just can keep it by myself,
i can`t tells anyone,
cause i scare my tears will fall.

XXX

Holidays is just started
and i going to
waste my time ,
ha ha ha

AND

SPM sure A1

XXX

To night going to watch G Force
with my sis and her boyfriend, tym
Ha ha
be a sporting again. .

Then Sat go SHOPPING,
after then go GB Annual Dinner

Sunday still planning

Btw,
if u are Miss Sim Ley Yee student pls
SMS or CALL her On
20 Sept 2009, Sunday.
Is her birthday

Dun tell her is i`m the one who tell u guys
012-67_556 _
This last 2 number pls ask from me or sook kuan
coz i dun wan other unnecessary ppl call her and i get scolder by her. . .

Remember to call,sms or visit her. . .
she will be very happy

Bye. .

I found out that i really useless. . .

2009-09-05T16:15:00.002+08:00

Today the whole day i doing account. . .

And i found out i`m useless. . .

Just a simple account i spend the whole to do it. .

How i going to get good result in SPM. . .

I think 10As is impossible happen in a useless person. . .

It will just happen on smart ppl. . .

ANGELS HELPS ME

2009-08-23T01:17:00.007+08:00

All this is already fate . . . .
i guess god want to tell me something. . .

He give me hope . . .
He send a lot of angels to help me but i always listen to devil . . .

At here i want to thanks to u because of u i saw light from u. . .

You told me our mind must always think to the positive side then only we can success. . .

I listen to u. . .

I must to my best . . .

I will do it well. . .

And i will help other ppl that need my help one day. . .

because of u . .

I must do it well. . .

U hv stimulate my mind to do it which is impossible happen on me but i will still it. . .

I must show to everyone that i`m not a failure . I`m a successful person . .

I wan to break my record in my family .

I must do it. ..

CONFIDENT must be always in my mind. . .

Wai Szu Wah
1.30am
Sunday
23.08.2009

RESULT
(Success /Fail)
The answer will given out on
24.04.2010

What u all understand about Polishing shoes ?

2009-08-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

Actually long time i din`t blog already n i also seldom read ppls blog. . .

But why u all guys like to talk something that like to hurts ppl feelings. . .

Yeah, maybe u all are rights. . .

We din`t help u all at presentation but not means we polish ppls shoes. .

U all see us laughing not means we are laughing at u all, maybe we are laughing about other things. . .

We like to chat with her because we like her . . .

If she is that kind of ppl. . .

Very long time our marks can get better. . .and end up we just get back what we should get. . .

Even though u all are not talking about me, i would like to tell u all. . .

Sometimes don`t judge a things when u using yr eyes to see. . .

Use yr heart to feel it. . .

I`m stupid but i still have feels when u all hurts or using angry+ hate face looking at us. . .

Ppl like me will feel sad . . .

Stupid ppl also can feel like that how about the ppl are smarter then me?

She even more hurts. . .

I admit sometime i also angry with her but i just din`t tell her coz i still want to remain the friendships with her. . .

Same thing like u all guys. . . i still wan to remain friendship with u all guys. . .

But when u all are talking something that is not true then our relationship are getting lose. . .

but nvm u all talk ba. . mouth is yours , u like to talk wad also can just next time find out the truth oni gossip. . .

IF we really did wrong , at here i apologize to sh, KY, Viv, Mina, joey, lsk,magie,and Farah. . .

Dun angry already la. . .

Dun blame them already also if u wan to blame then u blame on me is enough. . .

Hate many ppl is a very hard things so just hate one person is much mo easy =)

Don`t worry i will still act like normal. . .

U all also must be happy n act like normal. . .

I hope this time will be last "confit"( i think i spell wrong) between all of us. . .

I wish 5G girls will become happy n the relation like a family in a house. . .

=)

Feeling studying but . . . .

2009-08-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

Hi ! I am back . . . .

i feel guilty that i din`t study today and i`m here blogging instead of doing Chemistry which is my last book . . . .

Now a days i feel like studying but i always end up in sleep, hang out with my sis or watch tv. . . .

And SPM try year is coming soon n i still hvn`t revise and subject.

How i going to get good result to get into MMU to study. . .

Hiaz i cannot being so lazy already. . . i must get good result

I must study already

Other ppl no need to study so much because my mum tell me that other ppl are smarter than me

She say i`m more stupid than my friends.

That`s why i need to study harder than my friends. . .

Now i think i`m going to bend myself to hang out with my friends, sis n her bf( both of them always make me to disturb them), my bf, n ,y parents.

No more tv, Movie ( T_T this coming Thursday cannot watch movie already) but i will take a time to update my blog, facebook n friendster. . .

I got so many pic hvn`t update . . .

So may be hv to take time to update. . .

i hope this is not true

2009-06-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Omg. . .

2009-06-07T00:27:00.002+08:00

Holiday already pass one week, still got one more week to go and also the sch very fast going to reopen again.

Shit la!! i still haven`t finish all my school homework la . . . Die lo . . . =X

I thought some more want to revision all my F4 syllabus but i dun think i got time to do it. . . .

Shit la !! SPM is coming already and i still haven`t prepare yet. . .

Die lo how i going to get good result this time. . . .

Cannot la , i must STUDY already if not , no more time to revision. . . .

XXXX

Today wake up at 12am ,then clean my study room again. . . .

Then go yam cha with friends. . .

5 pm go sk house to help her mother blow her hair n help sk make up. . . .

So happy my 1st time help ppl make up can be so quite nice but i blow the hair not that nice . . .

Haiz so sad la never mind next practice make perfect. . . .

I will make better next time. . .

He he. . .

XXXX

I`m going to upload my picture in Friendster n facebook by this week .

I will inform in my blog. . .

ok that`s all for today. . .

Bye Bye

Sakit betul my butt T_T

2009-05-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Finally exam is over.
Actually quite disappointed with my exam marks this time.
Maybe i study not enough so cannot get good result lo. . . . haiz. . . .
Anyway is already pass.

After sch i go home with YX's car. I`m so happy that i can be the 1st friend to sit her car.
I really happy that my 1st friend can drive already . I very excited when she fetch me home.

Go roller skating today.
Quite excited , at 1st i thought very easy but end up i spend for 2 hrs n 30 min to learn how to skate n some more i drop more than 10 times until my butt so painful.
And finally i know how to skate already hv to thanks a lot to Yx coz she keep on teach me n help me. n also some of my friends that help me also . . .

I wan to go again n skate again . . .

OK that's all for tonite.

bye bye

do u think i suit this hair style?

2009-05-13T21:05:00.001+08:00

now i`m keeping my hair to long until shoulder length then i will cut this hair style or another hair style that are very yeng geh. . . .ha ha ha

Can`t wait my hair to long.

Haiz exam season again. Everyone is studying except me.

Why am i so lazy . some,ore this time is Diagnostic test.

Don`t feel like fail again but feel like get more marks.

Anyway i will try my best to study n try to not to be lazy .

HU! HA! HU! HA !
Szu wah u must study hard if not u will be useless.
Must get good result this time coz u get good result then u will be more hardworking
and won`t be lazy anymore.
Maybe u will always be happy when u are hardworking .
must get good result then yr parents will be happy also .

OK I PROMISE I WILL TRY MY BEST TO DO WELL IN MY Diagnostic test
THIS TIME AND ALSO EVERY EXAM .
SZU WAH U SURE CAN GET GOOD RESULT DE COZ
u ARE 'WAH JIE"
*he he pai sei*

NOT ONLY ME MUST STUDY HARD , U ALL GUYS ALSO MUST STUDY HARD .

ANYWAY ,EVERYONE GOOD LUCK IN YR Diagnostic test N STUDY HARD.(^_^)

A special day for me. . .

2009-03-18T23:16:00.001+08:00

hello to all my darling, honey, dear, lau poh and many more. . .

Sorry i have too much wife and girlfriends. . .

Although i`m flirty , i can take good care of you all. . . I very happy already. . .

No need to say me until so geng la. . . i shy la . .. After next time yr future bf scold me that u love me more than him i mati la. . .

Take good care of u all is my job. . . Coz i`m yr "husband" ma. . .

******

Today go to tuition alone coz my dear need to go kl earlier with my mother in law. . .

so i need to go alone. . .

Today i thought of taking LRT to tuition so i go to tuition around 1.30pm.

Then i go to wash all my sch and sport shoes today. . .

I wash 5 pairs of shoes today. . .

After finish washing i prepare myself to tuition. . .

****

When walking to the way of LRT. . .i saw the bus and i run to bus station and take bus coz i`m lazy to walk LRT . . .

At 1st the bus is quite fast but until the Police station to the way of Indian Road start to traffic jam. . .

From 1.45 pm jam until 2.20 pm. . .

Stupid traffic jam make me late for 15 min lesson in bio class. . .

*****

When reach to tuition sook kuan saw me and the 1st sentence she tell me is. . .
" FINALLY YOU HAD REACH ". . .

She tell me that she being lonely for a few hours. . .

Sorry darling. . .

Next time i woudn`t give u a chance to being lonely. . . When u need me. . . .

*****

Sorry darling this coming few days i`m not around in KL coz need to go Kampar for GB. . .

*****

After tuition. . .

I went home with motor. . .

Feel so syok sitting motor coz got traffic jam again and my friend was selang seli on the road. . .

Got abit scare when is between all those big ventricle but very syok. . . he he he . . .

*****

Then hv dinner with someone. . .

Then go play snooker . . .

I think i addict with the snooker . . .coz is very nice to play. . .

then someone send me home and i . . . . . . ... ..... .. ... . . . . . . . . . . .

*****

So this few days i`m not going to on9 and i `m going to miss all my wife and my gf. . . .

Give u all a KISS mucks. . .

bye, love u all

Life just seemed to become so aimless,so obscure and so bare. . .

2009-03-14T18:52:00.004+08:00

Today many things happen on me. . .

Suddenly someone is angry with me ,dunno why angry. . .

Today late to tuition. . .

When i reach tuition my friend told me that she pass away . . .

I was so shock and i can`t concentrate in my study anymore. . .

I love her a lot although i seldom see or talk to her.

She is a very good person. . .

Why good person always go to heaven so fast?

Why they can cannot stay longer with her family.

When i saw them i can feel very warm from their family but why god hv to separate them?

She hvn`t see her children go to work, marry and give birth . Why she have to go so fast?

I guess that is whatever happens is fated.

I hope u and yr family will be strong and take care one another.

I hope to visit u all but i have no transport there. . .

Sorry

I feel like hugging and borrow my shoulder to u. . .

That`s all for today

Cannot be lazy already . . .

2009-03-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up at 4 am because my sis call me to open the gate for her . . .

I think next time i need to switch off my phone because make me feel so scary in the midnight that suddenly my phone rang. . .

Today does not feel like going to school but have too if not my homework even more. . .

Today i feel so tired and now i need to rush all my phone so i can do my revision because 20/4/2009 will having a intervensi ke-2 .After the intervensi will be continue Diagnostic exam. . .

OMG so many EXAM . . .And i dun have time to study la. . .

Haiz maybe i have too much tuition. . .

All tuition centre also very good but i dunno which tuition centre hv to drop it. . .

ALVIN? KASTURI !!! or MR SIEW!!!!

Which one i need to drop it. . .

I`m going to CRAZY . . . Argh. . .

After finish Alvin tuition , i have a dinner with my sis at nite market. . .

When we are on the way back home a puppy suddenly appear in front of us. . .

I wanted to bring the puppy back to his house but my sis say not sure weather is the owner anot. . .

So we decide to leave the puppy there but the puppy keep on following us and the puppy is so cute until i call someone to bring back home. . .but after that i call him leave the puppy at the original place. . .

Now i feel guilty and worry about the puppy. . .

Dunno weather that puppy is safe anot. . .

Lastly i need to say sorry for my misunderstood about that thing. . .

Sorry Darling. . . Dun angry me anymore. . .

Lets us forget about the unhappy thing. . .

Ok that`s all for today. . .

Bye

i feel so sad

2009-03-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

Today is my 4th or 5th (maybe less than that ) go out with him.

Yeah we are together again because he dun let me go . . . .

He always wan me to go out with him but i always cannot make it. . .

Even he wan to go out with me coming this holiday i also cannot make it because coming this holiday i will be very busy . . .

yeah i know u are the one who ask 1st but he even faster than u and also he ask me many time already . . .

We not always can go out together but i always can see u everyday. . .

Because i cannot watch with u and u say i betray u.

If i betray u ,the 1st ppl i betray is him . . .not u ok

U say i`m wad kind of friends.

Yeah i really a bad friend. Dun friend with me la .. .

I always put u all in my heart 1st not even him. . .

I dun wan tell u all because i dun u all say i betray u all . . .

I tell u , i never betray u all even once. . .

Even how hard the thing i will try my best to help or get it for u . . .

When i see u in trouble i will try to help u ....

When u are sad and tired i also will feel sad . . .

Why u wan to say like that to me . .

Do u know u will very hurt me. . .

Wad dun be kind to ppl. . .

When i be kind to u , u will never know that i`m the one who do it for you. .

i think u know i talking about who. .

I teach u a another thing. . .

Think properly when u wrote or say something cause u might hurt the person that love u. . .

I `m not scolding or wad , i just wan u to know that i always will put u all in my heart 1st not him. . .

Maybe when u hv "someone " u might put us at last coz normally ppl will do that . . .Bf is the most important. . .

BUT I `M DIFFERENT FROM OTHER . . . I WILL ALWAYS PUT U ALL 1ST IN MY HEART. .

Dun be angry when u read my blog. . . i just want u to know I NOT THAT KIND OF FRIEND. . .

Sorry . . .

2009-02-25T23:47:00.005+08:00

Today i had know all my result.

This time exam i already Fail 3 subject?

Did i feel sad?

If i tell u i doesn`t feel sad is just tell lies to u , of course i`m sad but never mind start from now i will make my self busy...

Why i want to make myself busy reason is just to forget something.... instead to remember it ....

Sorry for hurting u . . . Hope u can forgive me that i did something to you. Hope we still can be like last time .

Hope u can treat me as yr bro... not other than that . . .

Dun be sad because of me ....

I wish u can find a better girl . I know got one girl is still waiting for you. Maybe you can try to start with her.

I `m not a perfect girl. u go and find a girl that is better than me .

I cannot do anything to u but the only thing i can do is be yr bro and wish u can find a girl that love you .

For those ppl who read my blog pls dun ask me anything and dun ask me who is him .
And also for those who know what happen u just keep quite and act nothing happen .

What i can tell u is i`m single and still available . he he he he. . .

Dun worry guys , i`m fine . of course i also will feel a bit sad but after few days i`m OK .

This small matter won`t make me any different. . .

I will still become what i am . . .

I will still in happy mood...

I will still have my beautiful smiling in my face. . .

i wouldn`t bring my sadness to u all. . .

Dun believe i `m happy ?

i give u prove that i` m happy

Doesn`t hv any feeling with it.

2009-02-18T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today i sat for the physics paper 1 and also chemistry paper.

Yesterday i decide to study chemistry . I thought want to wake up at 1.30 am or 2am to study chem but end up i wake up at 6.00 am .

Haiz ,once i wake up i think of i`m dead....

In my mind keep on thinking how Sim Sim going to treat me after i had fail her paper.

I `m very nervous but thank God i had sook kaun and Ah Ong advise me .

When i set for physic paper 1 i do it very fast.

Em .... actually i do it in 45min .Another 15 min i hv a good nap.

After napping ,the fear in my mind is gone.

I totally can remember what i had read but not all la half can remember it in 30 min
.

When sitting the test i do it quite well.

Although not 100% can get 80 or lower , maybe i can get just pass.

Although is just pass but i still need to recopy the whole paper .

I dun mind to copy it again because maybe i can learn something in the exam paper again.

In this exam i learn something.

When u are studying dun be so stress. When we study must try to relax our mind then u can easily to remember something or study well.

This method can help me but for u all maybe yes or not.

Today i finally get my result.

I Fail my HISTORY . . .

I not really sad or care about it coz i know i will fail it. I did study of course will fail la, common sense what!....

But nvm i will study hard coming this few day until i finish SPM.

Dun worry i will still update my blog and on9.

ok i think that`s all for today ...

Bye

Telah MATI dalam Peperangan

2009-02-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Tuan-tuan dan Puan-puan & Ladies and Gentlemen,

16 Feb 2009 , Saya Wai Szu Wah ,Tingkatan 5G ingin mengumunkan bahawa saya telah berkorban dalam peperangan Sejarah pada puku 10.35pm -1.05pm.

This time exam i really FAIL dengan CEMERLANG dan GEMILANG .

I didn`t study bio today .SO i think i will dead in the war for tmr and others days of the exam .

This time exam i purposely dun wan study and i want to fail it because i want myself to realize that i`m very lazy!!!

I want myself to imagine (only) that i`m going to fail in SPM if i still being a lazy person.

Dun study and be a lazy person then in the end i will regret that i didn`t study.

After SPM , i hv to find high pay job but no one will hire me becoz my result is so terrible .

Szu Wah , before your imagination will come true in yr life . I better avoid this occur in my life.

I know i `m a slow learner and i quite stupid among in the class.

And I know i won`t get as good as my friend for the result but i want my result at least get A2 for all my subject.

Now my target in SPM is get 10As ,i know is very hard for me to get this good result but i will try my best to get it.

Although i cannot study smart like my friend but i can study hard.

They study 2 or 3 hrs then i must study 4 or 5 hrs a day.

I not smart but i can study hard until i`m smart.

What GB tough me last time '' NOT THING IS IMPOSSIBLE".

I want to make a miracle in my life....

I dun scare ppl scold but i just scare ppl dun teach me .

What i also dun afraid i just afraid that i`m still being a lazy person....

What is STRESS ? Is anyone got stress?

2009-02-12T22:48:00.008+08:00

Hello to my Darling friends,

I have been long time did update my blog, Sorry !!!!

Haiz !! Exam still got 2 more days and i not even touch a single books or revision.

Plus my Stress is coming to me again.

I guess not only me have that stress .I think everyone have the same problem with me.

Why be a human must have stress?

If human dun have stress ,then i think our life will be uncompleted.

Do u all agree?

This coming exam i not really bother

Dunno why this time exam i does`t feel scare even i did study at all... but i just can feel my result is going to be "FANTASTIC"

Now a days i dun have time to study because of too must tuition and go out too often with you.

I need to stop go out with you.

Ok , today i finally pass up my SPm borang.

I had make a decision to take account

My acc not really good but thank god i have my good friend sook kuan to teach me account .

The coming month i must concentrate in my study back.

No more outing and sms with u .

If u really love me please wait for me until i finish SPM only we start.

If u cannot wait then u go and find other girl that are better than me .

ok ,that`s all for today !

bye bye

Dunno why i getting bored with you.

U treat me too good already but i dunno how to treat u good back .

If can u go and find another person that love u compare with me.

I`m not really good. I`m so TB, stupid and so many things that are not perfect .

Go and find a better person... I dun wan u waste our time in me....

I like girls more than you...

But i`m not less...

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T23:21:00.004+08:00

Wish you all guys Happy Chinese New year

I`m back again .

Not really good mood today ,dunno why ?

Yesterday when to PD , at there not really nice.

Today go my relative house , at there quite boring but thank god my cousin sister got chat with me.

I like her very much...

Today she teach me a lot of things such as love ,masyarakat and knowing ppl feelings and many more.

I hate guys. i think i like( not love) girls more than guys.

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hai !! my beloved friends . . .

2009-01-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hello my friends. Sorry for long time did update my blog.

Last few week i`m busy but i dunno i busy about what.

Haiz i`m so "fan" la.

I "fan" about my study. I dunno why ,i cannot find a time to do my revision or homework.

Maybe i really need to cut down my tuition and my free time .

If i want to cut down my tuition class , i dunno cut down which one. T.T

Haiz so confusing. . . .

Haiz cut down this cannot and cut down that cannot. So no need to cut down la just take only la

My tuition time table that i just make for coming February

Monday -4.00 pm to 5.40 pm at Mr . Siew(add maths)

Tuesday - 3.15 pm to 5.45 pm at Mr. Siew (physic & Chemistry)
8.00 pm to 10.00 pm at Mr .Chew (Biology)

Wednesday- 2.30 pm to 5.00 pm at Kasturi ( Sejarah and Bahasa Malaysia) { Maybe }

Thursday - 5.00 pm to 7.00 pm at Mr.Chew (F4 Account)

Saturday - 12.00 am to 4.10 pm at Kasturi (,Chem,Bio, and Bi )

Sunday - 9.00 am to 2.30 pm at kasturi (F5 Account ,Mathematics and Physic) { add maths might be cancel}

Things that i need to cut down:

* No more napping in the afternoon
* No more blogging and online everyday
* No more shopping
* No more sms or call with "she"
* No more playing after 14 Feb 2009
* No more watching television ,DVD, and movies
* Cannot talk too much
* Cannot think . . . . . . . .
* Many more

Things i must do :

* Must do the homework by time
* Must do revision everyday even do`t have enough time
* Must concentrate when teacher teaching.
* Must be very serious in this year.
* Must do finish the revision that i bought last year
* Must study hard in this year so i can get scholarships to study the subject that i like to study .

My SPM Target.

~First target : Straight A`s in my SPM ~
~Second target : 5 A1 5 Credit
~Last target : All subject must pass in my SPM~

I don`t think i can do it what i had written just now but i must push myself to do it although is very hard .

But i know my friends told me, in this world nothing is impossible.
So in this year i want to prove myself that i can do it . I want to prove to my teachers, aunties, and "those friends that doesn`t believe me ".

Now i feel better after blogging out.

At here i need to say thanks to Roy and Sze Hui . Thank you for advising me and teach me how to manage time and " teknik "study.

I want to study smart and study hard. If i cannot study smart i must study very hard.

Thank you.

I think i should stop until here .

Bye bye

NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

Time pass so fast

2009-01-03T23:12:00.002+08:00

Going to sch reopen.

Once sch reopen i guess everyone is busy .

Sch reopen means we have to study for our SPM.

No more shopping , playing, dating( 4 some ppl not me) and many more.

Time pass so fast.

Few months later i guess i have no time to update my blog .

If now not too late to make a few wish and resolution

Year 2009 resolution:

1. Study hared
2. can very concentrate in my studies .
3.Be more happy in any situation.
4. Be a better person.

Year 2009 wishes:

1.Anyone must always be happy and healthy
2.Hope i can do well in my SPM and get good result
3.Hope all my friends also can do well in their SPM or any exam
4.Hope he can solve his problem as fast as possible and be more happy even tho i had hurt him.
5.Hope he can find a better girl.
6.hope my family ,friends and i will always be happy, healthy and many more.
7. Hope i always got good things happen on me.
8.Hope all of us always good luck .

Although this year will be very hard to walk but i still have to walk with my happiness ,strong and many more. I must look forward in order look it back.

We must be happy in every situation

today is my sister birthday

2009-01-01T23:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after work go countdown at Mamak with my friends.

I bought a beer and i drink it finish.

My whole body became red in color .

Then go to sleep in a few min .

Wake up at 5.30am .

Sitting doing nothing at there and . . . . .

In the morning, had a breakfast with my parents

This morning i`m damn full because i eat "pan Mee and kuey taui "

So full. . . .

then shopping.

After shopping went to K4 visit wei kuan and my boss.

Kesian wei kuan have to work with my boss.

XXX

At night have a dinner with my parents to celebrate my 2nd sis birthday .

After dinner ,my cousin sister and my sister with me go "yam Cha" with someone.

After yam cha then eat cake

So today i `m Damn full .

XXX

Tmr go Mid valley with my "friend"

can`t wait to shopping again .

ok that`s all 4 today .

BYE BYE

Act nothing happen.

2008-12-29T00:04:00.002+08:00

Haiz , i get your answer already even u never say it.

I got it.

Never mind i`m ok with it.

I hope we still can be . . . but i quite disappointed with it.

Haiz . . . . .

XXX

Tomorrow went to kepong buy shirt and pants can`t wait .

Today go " yam cha" with my friends which is Jacky , Poh Loh, Tack Soon , another i dunno his name and me.

Quite bored go " yam cha with them because they talk about car, motorcycle and show girl .

We end around 11.30 pm.

I think that`s all for today .

Bye bye

Damn angry today

2008-12-25T12:08:00.002+08:00

I know today suppose be a happy day because today is Christmas but i `m not happy , sad and angry.

Today is a public holiday ,so for those people are working must be double change but only me don`t have double change.

JACKY I HATE YOU .FUCK YOU (sorry to say that )

I treat you as friend,so i help you find full time worker. After help you find full time worker then you dun want me.

You call me work 6 to 10 pm ,ok fine i listen . Today is public holiday at list you give me double chance and give me in earlier but u didn`t .

Last time hari haji is also a public holiday ,u also never give me double change.

one Chinese "peribahasa"" tak yui chei 5 yu wo shui "

You got full time already you dun want part time already.

Friend, i know some of you will say ~this is just a small matter" but for me is not .

Friend u noe public holiday is double change .You noe my double is how much ? IS RM8

Now my heart is break a part already .

JACKY IS YOU THE WHO MAKE ME HATE YOU.

I WILL NEVER TRUST ,LOVE, AND LIKE YOU ANYMORE .

AT HERE I TELL YOU WE DON`T HAVE ANY FRIEND RELATION SHIP ANYMORE BETWEEN YOU AND ME.

WE ONLY HAVE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN SUPERVISE AND PART TIME STUFF.

I WILL NOT SIT YOUR MOTORCYCLE ANYMORE.

OK that`s all for now make be tonite i will continue

BYE

Celebrate Xmas by my own

2008-12-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today is Xmas eve and i`m celebrate by my own.

My family and my friends doesn`t celebrate Xmas with me.

My big brother celebrate with his girl friend and his friends.

My big sister celebrate Xmas at oversea.

My second sister celebrate Xmas with her friends at GENTING!!!!

Some of my friends celebrate with their parents .

Some of them go "yam cham" but i not really know them .

Some of them can`t come out or no transport.

My boss go hang out with his friends and have man thing to play .

My friend Mariko , she go bbq with her bf and her friends .

My friend Poh Loh , he hang out with his friends and go drink wine with his friends.

My friend Wei kuan , she go yam cham with her gang.

So this year of Merry Christmas i celebrate by myself .Haiz so lonely~ ~ ~

Still have 15 min is going to be Christmas Day.

At here i wish all my friends MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Bye bye

Quite angry today

2008-12-20T23:31:00.002+08:00

This morning wanted to wake up at 9 am but i`m too tired can`t wake up.

And bad things start to happen. . . .Hiaz

At 9.25 am ,Jacky call me. . . .

My hand phone rang . . .

Me: Hello~~~~~ (still in a sleepy sound)

Jacky: Hello!! ,szu wah you when to K4 already ?

Me: Haven`t ,why?

Jacky : Why !! I want to open counter la..... Hiaz no need la , i `m coming your house now.Please get ready!!

Me: HAR!!! You are at my house now!!! (Just wake up still in blur)

Jacky: No la ,i say i `m coming .

Me: O...... OK OK !!! Wake up without notice ,i `m untidy. . ..

Jacky come already ,i faster went down and pass the key to him

Jacky : Early in the morning see a ghost

Me : Still very sleepy ,not really get what him mean. . . =_="

After he go off ,i continue to sleep.

Wake up at 10.30 am again and get ready to tuition . . .

In the train , i remember what he said to me and i felt very shame because that time i`m wearing short pant, spoil cloths ,untidy hair and sleepy face. . .

Shit la. . .he sure "ejek" me when i go to work

XXXXX

Today went to tuition late again. . .

I sit at the third row, i think some of my friends can`t really recognize me after i " ikat my hair up".

Is that big different after i ikat it?

After tuition went home by train. Reach home my 2nd sis eating my dinner just leave a bit for me. . .

Then when to work. . .

XXX

Bad things happen again. . . T_T

Now Chye Wei Kuan work with me now.Which mean 2007/2008 or 2008/2009 president work together at the same place and same boss.

Today suddenly became a victim between Wei Kuan and Jacky.

She make Jacky angry and i`m the lucky person kenal punishment from him. . .T_T

Get punishment . . . .

Angry with him again . . .

He call me to make sales again. . .

OK lo ,i listen lo. . .

A customer come,i try to make sales. . .

The customer go off without buying anything. . .

Then he blame that i never service the customer well

You think i happy i cannot make sales

You think i`m happy when i see OTO make a sales.

OK lo you dunno what i`m think then fine la.

Why you still want to hurt me, and blame me .

If today`s post you not really get what i mean you can ask me when you see me ,

OK la that`s all for today

BYE BYE

Boring day

2008-12-17T23:13:00.003+08:00

Yesterday sleep at 4 am .

Today go to work as usual. Today is Jacky off day so i`m alone.

So boring in the afternoon.

Then my break time.

When my break time i went to the ear ring shop because i want to add few more ear ring on to my ear.

Quite scare at that moment she shoot on my ear.

After that my ear become like that .

Nice , i know is quite la la but i like it

Hiaz in this1 week i cannot eat egg , prawn, peanut and many more because scare infection

Thank God at night i can make a sales if not i`m going to nag by my boss again.

Ok that`s all for today .

Bye bye

hello my friends i`m back again

2008-12-16T23:19:00.003+08:00

How are you my friends ?

Do you miss me ?

I miss you all my friends . . .

Now a days i seldom update my blog because i`m busy with my works.

At here i need to say sorry to my friends because cannot go shopping with you all.

ABOUT MY LIFE IN NOW A DAYS

ABOUT MY JOB

Sun, Sat, and Tues tuition . Then everyday working except Tuesday.

Now a days i got pressure in my working and studies.

My boss keep on nagging when he saw me.

HE say why my sales so poor and also he keep on showing off about his sales.

BOSS u think i`m genius meh!!!

You think i don`t want to make sales meh? I also want to make a lot of sales for you but i don`t know why i can`t talk nicely when i look at the customers.

Sorry boss T_T

ABOUT MY STUDIES

When i start to work , i don`t have time to do revision . Something i also don`t have time to do my tuition homework.

Now i got a lot of tuition homework to do .. . . Hiaz !!!

Now i think i need to make a time table for me .So i got time to study, relax, shopping, working and hang out with my friends.

I `m felt so sorry to my friends because every time they want to go out with me also cannot go with them. They look like want to book my time only can go out with me.

I`m very sorry to my friends . SORRY to my beloved friends.

BUT start from now i will try my best to make a time for my friends .

ABOUT MY NEW FRIENDS WHEN I START TO WORK.

Now i got few new friends . Let me intro to all of you .

Got Kak wah , Jacky , Roul, Kent, MA ,Mariko ,KiKi and Po lo

I still haven`t take of Kent, Ma ,Mariko, Ki KI and Po lo .Next time i will upload their pic. . .

ABOUT TODAY

Today never go to Kasturi tuition because lazy and also i want to finish my tuition homework.

Yesterday i sleep at 5 am because i watch Wei Xiao Pasta and also do my homework.

Then today wake up at 12.15 pm.

Next ,went to K4 . I went to K4 because my boss treat me eat KFC but end up eat at Mamak and pay myself. Kenal tipu again.

Finish eating then buy school shoes . Then go minum teh with Po lo.

Po lo work as samsung promoter. He is a very good guy. We chat a lot of things today.

I don`t know why we can chat a lot. Once we chat we very hard to stop. Like today , I chat with him almost 3 hrs .

After chat finish he go back his shop and i go back home.

At home i do my tuition homework and went to Bio tuition.

Last week i found out my bio tuition (Alvin) know my blog.

When i know my bio tuition know my blog.I feel so shame .

Now i wonder how he know my blog.

Lucky i don`t have wrote any bad things about him.

Ok , i think i should end my post today .

Bye Bye

i`m back again

2008-12-05T23:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys for so long never update my blog .

Is not my fault, is my computer fault. my computer spoil already but now okay already.

I start my work already . I like my boss la . He is a funny guy .

When i start my work , i will always be happy because he always make me laugh or i make him. He really a funny person . Once he make me laugh i will laugh until non stop.

But sometime he is scary .He give his T-shirt to me but that time i still don`t know that shirt is him. I wear his shirt without realize his shirt is very dirty and sometime he will be very serious.

When i know is too late. I feel like i rape by him . . . .

In this few day ,he always make me happy and i like to work there.

i`m so happy . 1 of December 2008 i make my 1st sales.

I can sell a product .I so happy . I thought i will never can make a sales.My 1st also need to say Thank You to him .We that time i got problem he from Subang to K4 to help me. HE speeds his motor without his safely .Thank you boss.

Don`t why i`m so lucky. When December start i can make sales already .Hope i can continue it.

I had a bad news for me. My boss want me to wear Christmas dress when Christmas day is coming. OMG . . . But he say not sure yet .Hope this will not come true cause is very "malu " .

If my body shape is nice then never mind but my body shape is"suck".If wear already also "memalukan" me and his shop.

Today i make a sales again but i`,m not happy with it. You know i`m so friendly until can hug people or like to touch people .

Today i hug a Malay girl that i know her and she really believe i`m "less". After i hug her she go and tell my boss .

My boss warn me .He say touch him never mind or rabbit girl but don`t touch Malay people.

Now i really now why my boss don`t like Malay people . I swear i will never touch you all already even u are naked i also don`t want to see you all touch you.

Next time don`t call me to help you . I will never help you or talk with you .Some of the Malay ppl are really babi, fcuk and may bad words. Sorry for saying this but is not my fault also is my boss teach me." I `M A SUCI GIRL"

Everytime he talk with also got one bad word such as"hai, lun and many more. "

Honestly without him i will be very bored.PLS don`t think another where i not going to like him.

HE always make his friend happy . When i reading Malay novel he come and disturb me .When he sitting there my turn to disturb him. We always like to disturb each other.

Although he is ugly but he is a kind hearted and funny person. IF next time got chance i will take his photo and post in my blog with his cute face.

ok that all for today

Bye friends!!!

i`m very disappointed with my result =_=

2008-11-27T01:50:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys long time did update my blog cause i`m busy with tuition and `i m lazy too .

On Tuesday i had taken my result . i`m very disappointed with my result and i`m very sad of it .

When i see other friends result i`m kind of jealous .All my friends result is kind of good and my result is kind . . .

I`m not going to tell you all cause my result is very very poor. So don`t ask me or if anyone of you know my result please don`t tell anyone and don`t say it in front of me. It will just make me feel upset. =_=

Haiz , i dunno what to say now. I think this time i`m really get hurt by my result.It make me fall sick.

My heart just like someone using the knife and poke it in to my heart . My heart keep on bleed non-stop.

Even after watching a few funny movie ,my feeling still remain the same. The happy just can make me smile or laugh awhile but after that the happiness is gone.

Now every movement i blink my eyes i think back of my result and even movement i think , my tears flow from my eyes. My heart bleeding again.

One of my friend get straight A1 .It make me feel that i`m so stupid. All my friends that i know ,their result it just like a coconut tree. Their marks is so high compare with my result.

I just hope that in this two months i can make use of it .

Today i went to tuition by bus.Today i`m alone in the bus cause three of my friends go by themselves .

In the bus, i think back of my result and my cat .I almost cry in the bus. I feel loneliness and sad.
I remain of my cat again. I`m still miss him.

Last time every time i`m sad he will always listen to me and he will made me happy again but now i have to solve it by myself.

He not going to listen to me anymore when i`m sad and he not going to celebrate birthday with me.Last time he always celebrate with me but now he has gone.

I won`t forget you ,Just that my life will not be so happy without you.Maybe i will be sad everyday although i look normal.

I think i should stop here cause now my tears is flowing and my heart feel painful and bleeding now.

Bye bye

This few day many GOOD things happen in my FAMILY.I`m kind of happy.

2008-11-21T23:32:00.006+08:00

Hello everyone !

This few day , i`m kind of happy and dunno why i doesn't feel tried at all .

Yesterday i had a study group with ying Xing . We study at K4 cause we lazy walk to Leo`s or Secret Recipient.

Dunno why yesterday i can concentrate in my studies even in a noisy areas.

Then Ying Xing and me feel a bit bored and decide have a walk at K4 . At here i need to say Thank you to Ying Xing that advise me to buy a English to improve my English .

Of course ,i won`t forget my friends that always help me a lot in my study such as Sook Kuan ,Yee Wen ,Sze Hui , Ying Xing and others . . .

I think i`m kind of luck girl cause i have many goods friends that always help me when i have problems.

Because of you all ,I promise you all that i will study hard in my studies and won`t make u all feel disappointed .

When we are talking at the racket aisle . Suddenly a stranger ask me want to work a not . This stranger i met him before.

I met him when i fill in the interview form to employ part time job at K4 . This stranger is kind of funny cause he still can remember me even had past for 1 month.

He ask me still want to work for part time job . At first i wanted to reject him but after that he explain something that i feel OK with it.

HE say when i`m not free i can no need to come for work . Means he can give me a very free time.

Not even that , he say now 1 hour RM4 , last time he say one hours is RM3.50 .Last time i said 1 hours at list must be RM4 .

So this part time can give me choose my time and also can give me a good salary. Although the salary for some people is kind of low and for me is not. Beside that, this job is very near by my house .So i no need to spend my transport money .

My part time job will start on December .

Good news about today .

Fish ask me "something" .

This news i still cannot tell you all first cause this news is still haven`t conform yet .When i hear this news i`m kind of happy .

The next good news is my mother had .. . ., cannot tell you all . I understand then i`m OK

Happiness had left us for very long time but finally happiness are back and the sadness had leave. Hope this happiness will stay longer with us .

OK , that`s all for today .

BYE BYE ^_^

I am back !!! ^_^

2008-11-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Hello my friend !! Nice to see you all again .

How are you ?

Today is my holiday because now a days i tuition for 5days .

Is Quite nice to tuition at Kasturi cause the teachers at there is quite good and funny

I feel kind of regretted that i never tuition at Kasturi in this year. I think i miss a lot of fun and knowledge .

No wonder i`m so stupid at this year.

Today i woke up at 1.30 pm and i straight away go online.

Yesterday and today i play a lot of quiz at Face book .

I realize that i`m really a loser what the quiz result told me.

Today i thought i want to study but end up with sleeping and playing face book .

Now i only know why my result is so poor . Is not that i` m stupid .

Is just because i`m lazy and i`m a slow thinker .

I always say i want to do this or do that but end up never do it .

I also said before that i dun want make my parents disappointing but my own self also dun want work hard on it .

So i cannot blame other people . I only can blame myself that i `m not strong enough to fight against the laziness .

I think today all my friends are studying now not like me wasting my pleasure time.

What my mother say , "time pass very fast " if you dun appreciate you will be regret at the end of my life.

So after today i hope i can build up my confidence to fight back with the laziness .

Actually tomorrow i want to watch a movie but all my friends reject me .

Is not their fault because some of them already watch that movie and some of them want to study(see my friend is so hardworking not like me) or some of them "bo lui"

So end up my activity for tomorrow is go to Secret Recipes or Leo`s with Ying Xing to studies.

Hope tomorrow we really can study intends of chatting .

O. . . Yea at here i need to say something .

i dun dare to play sook kuan games cause is quite scary for me . The sound effect is so scary. Yesterday i play until half of the game my computer hank so end up never play finish the game and i dun dare to play again .Maybe will play see first .

OK i think i should stop at here .

Bye bye

hello

2008-11-13T16:32:00.004+08:00

hi ,everyone

On 11 Nov i stay overnight at Yee wen House

On that day i quite busy.

Woke up at 9.00 am , then go K4 help my mother pay the bil and also bought some stuff.

On that morning i`m so rushing .

After buying all the stuff , i faster rush home and pack some stuff, then faster walk to Ying Xing House.

When i reach Ying Xing house she still hvn`t pack finish .Beside that ,Sook kuan also asking me weather she need to come down to mamak a not . Then i say no la coz i still hvn`t reach there.

After Ying Xing finish packing then we we go out side when our shoes.

Ying Xing brother fetch us go to yee wen house . When i wearing my shoes. Ying Xing big brother ask me a Question.

What is that on yr neck?

I was blur. . . . = =

Then i tell him , IS my bra strap . Then i ask him back you NEVER see girl wearing bra strap .

Then he laugh. . .

Ying Xing bro is so innocent.

then ying xing and me laugh from her house until the a condo there. . .

Finally we reach Yee Wen house .

Then we faster pack something .

Suddenly , something happen

Chee kuan will be late 4 one hour.

Then we terpaksa wait 4 her .

Then SOok kuan call me again .When she can go to mamak and she still hvn`t eat her breakfast yet.

Then i go mamak with her 1st and Yw and YX wait 4 Ck

After finish eating i bring miss sook kuan to yee wen house and celebrate her birthday.

Hope this part will make her fell happy and also hope her wish may come true.

then ck come

we play Heart attack game

AND we really get Heart Attack

Oni 3 ppl get heart attack

1st person will be Ng Ying Xing
2nd - Ong Yee Wen
3rd - will be me ` Wai Szu Wah`

When we playing the poker card and laugh until very loud.

Suddenly Ying Xing call Yee Wen CLOse the door. Then Yee wen look at outside and that time she wat blur . . . Then my turn to look at outside

I saw something like a hot dog and 2 fingers playing with his hot dog.

Then i faster close the Door we a sound " Pom"

I close the door very hard

Ying xing and yee wen still in the blur. . .

i call yee wen to tell her mom to close the door in case the hot dog ppl come to find her parents again

then the rest of the story u can read at SOOk kuan blog coz i lazy to post out.

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Today woke up at 12.45 pm

then on9

Then i feel touch from my mum

Now my parents having money problem

Even my mom got money problem but still she buy nutrition things 4 me .

She say eat this will good 4 my brain .

Suddenly i feel guilty because never get good result be4

So i think i need to study hard instead of working

So i promise myself that i need to study hard already so i can give a better life to my parents.

I will never be lazy again .

I want to get straight As in my Spm also.

Hope my wish will come true.

At here i also need to say HAppy birthday to Miss Fong Sze Hui

Happy sweet 16th.

hope yr wish may come true.

this is the bday girl today.
She look pretty and sweet in this new hair style

ok
i think i need to stop here

Bye bye

2008-11-10T14:30:00.007+08:00

This are the rules that should obey if you are tagged.

1. each blogger must post this rules

2. each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves

3. blogger that are tagged need write about their own blog their ten things and post these rules .
you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names

4. don`t forget to live them comment telling them they`ve been tagged and to read your blog .

Ten Random Facts About Me

1. always sleep late

2.Like to play with my dogs and cats

3.like to ask my parents 1 question which is "what we eat today"

4. i wish i can be smarter person

5.Like animals

6.Dun like to read story book

7. Like to talk

8. I am a stupid person

9.Like to eat

10.Like to sleep also.

I tag these awesome people I know.
sook kuan
yingxing
yee wen
Fui jinn
Kei yan
Sze Hui
alex
Glory
Chee kaun
vivian

Tagged by kei yan, Fish, Ying Xing and Sook Kuan

The self

[01] Real name: Wai szu wah

[02] Nickname: Wah Jia

03] Married: Of course NO

[04] Zodiac Sign: Turus

[05] Gender: Female

[06] Age: 16

[07] High school: SMKBBSP

[08] College: High sch also haven` finish yet,then how i study at college

[09] Height:170cm+++ (since Ying Xing is 170cm++)

[10] Weight:52-55kg

[11] Do you like yourself:Some time

[12] Piercings:1 on each ear

[13] Right or left: Of course both la

[14] Are you a freak: NO la

[15] Hair: Black

[16] Skin: Quite dark

[17] Allergic: Eat things that i like

[18] What are you doing now: Blogging and chatting with sook kuan = _="

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Eat dinner gua coz haven`t eat dinner yet

[20] What will you do 10 years later: Maybe busy with work

[21] Live with: Family of course la. . .

[22] Siblings(included you): 4

[23] Eldest: My brother

[24] Youngest: Me lo

[25] Love/hate your family: Of course LOVE la

THE LOVE

[26] You found your another half: Not yet!!!

[27] If yes, who is he/she: -

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Dunno la

29] Time(s) you in relationship: Tak faham la

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000):Tak faham la

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Tak faham la

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: -

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -

[34] Ever argue with your other half: -

[35] You with your other half since:-

[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: -

[37] Reasons you love your other half: -

[38] You and your other half in which stage: -

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: -

THE FRIENDS

[41] Your first best friend: Loo Yee Teng

[42] Your first enemy:Forget

[43] The friend you love the most(1 only): Forget also

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1 only): Forget also

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: All is pretty

[46] Your most handsome boy friend: Dunno

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most:Dunno

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Dunno

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: erm . ..

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Dunno

[51] If your friend backstabbing you: dunno

[52] If your friend betray you:Dunno

[53] If your friend woo your lover: Dunno

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: DUnno

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Dunno

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Not really

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Maybe

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: ALVIN SIAH

[59] Always late to school/college: Sometimes

[60] Your class: 4G

[61] You love your seniors: Yes

[62] Seniors who you love the most: Jemmy

[63] Your classmates good/bad: All goods except for some guys

[64] Excellent result classmate: SzeHui

[65] Laziest classmate: Faiz

[66] Smart people: All of them is smart except ME!

[67] Stupid people:ME la !! Still got who else

[68] Good looking people: All the girls in my class except me also

[69] Ugly people: me

[70] Funny people: Chee Kuan

[71] Cute people: Vivian and Carol

[72] Bad people: None

[73] Honest people: Dunno

[74] Acting people: Dunno

[75] You are what kind of people:Dunno

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes

[77] Hugs or kisses: Depends who

[78] Shorter or taller: Both also can if for friends but also need to see who lo

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Hesitant.

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach.

[81] Listener or Talker: Both. Depends on what situations

[82] Romantic or rich: Both.

[83] Good husband or good father: Both

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: Dunno

[85] Numbers of kid(s): Dunno

[86] Career: Dunno

[87] Salary: Hopefully high.

[88] Retirement age: Dunno

[89] Properties value: Dunno

[90] Wishes: Wish can be a smarter person , happy and stronger person.

THE VICTIMS

[91] SZE HUI
[92] QI TYNG
[93] CHEE KAUN
[94]KEI YAN
[95] YingXing
[96] VIVIAN
[97] SookKuan
[98] SPELL
[99] YEE WEN
[100] CHIN TONG

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Yesterday and today not that boring...

Let me told u about my activity yeaterday

On 8 nov i slept at 5 am in the morning because i slept too much in the morning and afternoon.

On 9 nov , i woke up at 9 am

Then go Pudu pasar with my parents

Come back around 11.30 am

Then go out again

i went to K4 to buy the "pembalut buku" . On the way i saw "YAP CHIN TONG" .

Then said HI and GOOD MORNING to him.

Next i went to pay my stuff

When i Q up , i look at the cashier man .

That man so pretty

He wear make up but he make up until very nice

Then go home on9 and then sleep

Sleep until 4.45 pm

woke up and watch tv

the on9 and take bath

At nite go my kepong baru to visit my auntie .

But i never visit my auntie 1st .my parents visit they all 1st and my sis with me go Pasar malam at kepong baru

is very near to my auntie house.

Kepong baru pasar malam is quite big

I think bigger then our Thuesday pasar malam .

I bought something for .... and also 4 my own

My sis bought a shirt and that shirt cost her RM33

Then she also bought 4 pairs of eyes lasher and that only cost her Rm10 + one glue . Total is RM18

Lazy to post the photo out.

then go home at 10.30pm

Reach home around 11.15 pm

Then on9

Then "bincang with sook kaun about the movie we going to watch on wednesday.

Then my sister try her new shirt and also play with her eye lasher .I also got join her when she playing the eye lasher.

lazy post the photo out also

then sleep at 2 am .

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About today ativity ....

woke up at 12.30 pm

Then straight away go on9 without brushing my teeth .

Then chat with sook kaun 4 the whole day and also with other friends la.

Around 6 or 7 off9

Then take bath and i havent eat now lazy to eat .

then 8.15 pm on 9 again .

8.00 pm Pn assamah call me .

She call me go to sch but after that she cancel it dunno why.

so tmr go yam cha with sook kuan and kah yan . Not really noe her.

Wish Sook kuan Happy Birthday and hope her parents will celebrate will her "dengan" besar besaran .

Hope SHE will not scold Sk again .Hope She and Sk will be ok now.

Hope sook kaun all yr unhappy thing will forget it.

Sorry sook kuan cannot celebrate yr bday with our geng.

Hope tmr u have a HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND A HAPPY DAY.
SOOK KUAN PLEASE COME DOWN TO THE MAMAK AT 11 AM .
Can`t wait to go Ts on wednesday.

o. .. almost forget.

on Wednesday ,

Ying Xing, Yee Wen and Fui Jinn will join us to Times Sqaure coz want to ganti Sook kuan
birthday .We can`t celebrate with her tomorrow. So we ganti on wednesday .
hehehehe.

This is Tang Sook kuan . Tomorrow is her Bday .
Happy Birthday

Today is a super boring and emo day

2008-11-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 1 pm

Nothing to do at home

Make me even more angry with my parents and my own self

If they never say anything maybe i`m working now not at here blogging.

Maybe i can get money also

I dun wan waste my time in sleeping , on9 ,watching tv or other unnecessary things. This only make me even more emo ,say and angry .

Hope tomorrow i won`t be that boring

Hope my life will be better

Hope in this holiday i can study in order doing unnecessary things

Hope in this holiday i can be more happy in order be a sad, emo or angry person

Hope i still can find a job in order staying at house be a crazy person.

HAIZ I `m really boring today .

Some one can help me

I dun wan be a crazy person

ok that`s all 4 today

bye bye

I really tired of it !!! =(

2008-11-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

Today GSC call me for interview but i say i dun coz i thought The store will hire me but is not.

Today i suppose go out with my friends to shopping but i "hei sen " it .

When i went they the ppl say " full already " . Some more she "ejek " me .Say so late only find now u just can she yr friend working . WTF

When i hear it i was blur...

So when i walking the way to K4 i think something.

I have been looking 4 many job but non of them is success .

So in my brain think that is fate.

Even how hard i find a job no one will hire me

"Wo ming zhung zu ting" i have to stay at home to study .

Anyway , i decide that i might not going out anymore

1st - no money to go out
2nd - no mood to shopping
3rd- wan to save money
4th- doesn't feel like talking to anyone
5th- i wan to make myself be a crazy person
6th- i`m very very very emo and sad now
7th- my result is suck now
8th- i dun wan to see stranger and my friends
and many more

Sorry to my friends today make you all so disappointed . Maybe at 1st i shouldn't come. if i nvr attend this dinner maybe they will be very happy.

I dunno why i`m so sad and emo now.
Now i really dun wan to talk to anyone.
Maybe i will stop blogging and Msn dun 4 how many days or months.
Maybe wait until my mood is ok then i will on9 and start blogging.
If i blogging that means i`m ok already or maybe i`m very emo

that all 4 today
bye bye

why looking a part time job is so hard

2008-11-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hi , FRIENDS

Long time did update because busy looking for job,tired and lazy.

After finish busy with my Librarian Annual Dinner then i busy looking for job .

On 1 Nov , kin lup and me go to look for job together.

Yea, at there have a lot of vacancies but they like to answer me with this few answers

Please give yr contact number
Please fill in the form
oh... sorry part time full already(then why u still put the vacancy at outside...)
sorry we only accept 17 years old for part time
or we only wan full time
and also all of them sure give me this answer
"i will call u back"

This is how they give me answer me.

This few day i went to Times square 2 time, mid valley 1 time, pavilion 1 time and sg. wang 2 time

But non of then call me.

Oh i want to announcers something

5 NOV 2008
WAI SZU WAH IS PO KAI ALREADY.
SORRY TO THOSE PPL THAT I"PINJAM " YOUR MONEY ".
I NEED TO WORK ONLY CAN RETURN THE MONEY TO YOU.

THANK YOU

Why this year my luck is so bad. So many thing happen on me.
1st -my cat left me
2nd-my result is getting lower and lower
3rd- This year i always make my parents upset
4th-I po kai alredi
5th- got some argument among my friends
6th-Po kai until so desperate with money
7th- looking for job but no ppl wan to hiring me
8th-tuition problem
9th-hair problem
10th-Gb problem

and so on.

Hope next year will be better

Hope my result will better
hope PDI will hire me(i really hope u will call me . pls call me PLS X10000...}
Hope my hair will grow more
Hope after sch holiday i still can work and can study
Hope i won` make my parent upset anymore
Hope i still can go Gb meeting
Hope my tuition won`t clash with my working time
Hope i can become rich again
Hope can be smarter
Hope my study can be even better
I hope God will bless me and
i hope all my hope will come true.

Actually still hv many hope but now i can`t think it any more coz worry about my job

I so desperate with money because i know my is very "sen fun"
i tak sampai hati use yr money that u very hard to ern back.
I know u can afford to give me money but i cannot
I dun wan to use yr money that u" sei sei fu fu jai fan lei dei ching"
i know u dun wan me so stress but i also dun wan u "sen fu"
I always see u sleep at 2 am
i always see u very worry
And u are getting older and older
When ppl call u got "melancong" u also dunno
Actually i know u wan to got but because of me u can you can`t go.
I promise you that i wan to give u a good result but end up my result is super duper poor.
I make u even more worry and sad.

I`m so desperate with money
1st -i dun wan u so sen fu
2nd-i need to use money also
3rd-i earn the money so u no need to give me money{ Mum and dad i really wan you all go to "malancong" .Please put aside yr work, stress, worrying and so on. Please go and enjoy yr self.
U have "hei sen" many thing to us. Is time to rest a while.}

God i really hope PDI or other ppl shop can call me coz i really need the money.

START FROM 6 NOVEMBER 2008,
I HOPE MY LIFE AND LUCK WILL
BECOME BETTER AND BETTER.

XXX

Today at sch i hv dissected a frog .
is quite inserting and fun
Is human like frog?
If cut the human heart will still pumping.
Why the heart frog is still pumping?

I found out God is so Geng .
He can us and the earth but human does not "menghargai" the earth and also what we have.

Thank you Ying Xing if next time i see got ppl open burning i sure will call that ppl .
i want to save the environment and animals although today i had kill the toad today.

Sorry chicken,cow,pig and toad because of eating u all and also kill u all.
But i `m proud of u all because u "hei sen" yr self and give us to eat in order we can a life.

Please save our environment and also animals

Hope they really will call me tmr.

Ok that `s all i blog today

Bye bye

About the Librarian Annul Dinner

2008-11-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our annual dinner.

so busy yesterday

early in the morning go to sch and then go library

sook kuan , boon Pin and me were in the library . Other ppl busy at the Perhimpuan.

in the library sk and me are teaching boon pin how to be a sissy guy.

kesian him ,keep om give me scold

sorry Boon pin but yesterday nite u do it very well . i`m very happy that u can do it.Cong Boon Pin

Yesterday our Librarian Annual Dinner quite successful but so of them was bored coz they sit at the back .

sorry to ever ppl that felt bored on yesterday nite. i can not do anything except saying sorry to u all.

Sorry Chin tong 4 scolding u at the APD room and also thank you chin tong 4 yesterday nite. u do it so well.

At here i want to say thank you to all the AJK that helping at all the activity for the whole year.
If without u all of our activity wounldn`t be successful.

At here i wan to say million thank You to ONG YEE WEN , TANG SOOK KUAN , FONG SZE HUI ,KUM KEI YEN ,VIVIAN CHEONG, JUSTINE TAN , YAP CHIN TONG, YAP JUN WON and Si Ah Gua GOH BOON PIN. thank you without u all our Librarian Annual Dinner 2008 will not be sucessful.

Sorry 4 all the AJK because something i give u the job that u doesn`t like or i give u too much job to do . I `m not a Good President because give u all so much work to do. I noe u all had sacrifice yr time and many thing to me and library . AT here i can not " bon shun" to u all i only can say sorry .

Sorry 4 giving u all trouble .
Sorry 4 scolding u all and
sorry 4 everything that i do wrong to u all .

Beside that i also wan to say thank you everything that u done for Library and me.

Thank you and also sorry .

i think i should stop here .

bye bye

emo

2008-10-31T01:15:00.003+08:00

today very tired and emo.

many things make me so sad.

i dun wan count my sad things now i will wait the next day and start again. Wait 4 the happiness to look 4 me.

yeah !! Tomorrow i`m going to Huang Tuah to look for job but i scare not enough time to prepare for the annual dinner thing.

Tomorrow i also going the Fusion Heaven .So maybe tomorrow i will be very rushing.T.T

Hope our Librarian Annual Dinner will be successful.

ok bye bye

Sorry for so long nvr update my blog

2008-10-30T00:03:00.005+08:00

hi ,human!!

This week is busy with the librarian annual dinner. . .

Today we had a drama practice .

All of us i so tired with drama.keep on repeating. . . Kind of bored with it.

Beside that , we have a small quarrel among us.

At here i have to say thank you to my AJK. If not u all , our activity will not success .

Thank you for very thing and i will continue this on that" Librarian Annual Dinner 2008"

so at here i should stop my post today .thank you 4 reading my blog!!

If anyone of u wan to noe something details. . . about SOMETHING u can tell me .In this post i cannot blog out if not our relationship will juz end like that .

Bye bye

Finally have finish

2008-10-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

hello ,people !!!

Finally today`s exam had finish .

Dunno why ? I doesn`t feel happy although the exam had finish. Maybe this 3 week make me really upset with my result. So finish not finish also the same.

Hope this time my exam all can pass.

Yesterday , i chat with sook .We were talking about job.

I dunno why ,i so desperate for money .

I think i know why. Since i came back from Sabah ,then i start to desperate for money.

But today got many ppl advise me not to work in the holidays . They call me to concentrate in studies.

Maybe i should listen to them, since my result is dropping. I have too study back the syllables so i won`t be so "sen fuh" when i`m Form 5 .

But i will still go to work just i will more concentrate in my studies.

Today is the last day for bio class. Today my teacher share his story with us . Is kind of funny and meaningful.

In his story i learn something.

He say "although i`m weak in studies ,i`m hardworking".

I also want to be like him . I know i`m weak,stupid and a slow thinker but i know i will success when i put all my effort in my studies.

Now i have a AIM .

My Aim is get a good result in my SPM. So i need to study hard in order to continue to play and waste my time in other thing but i still will look for job to gain some experience. . . he he he

ok i think i should stop here. . .

Bye bye

Bad and Good news today

2008-10-22T14:36:00.004+08:00

~hi everyone~

How are You today ?

i`m not fine today T_T

Let me told you the bad new first

Today i got caught in red handed (T_T)

Shit la !! Dunno Pn. Assamah will kill me a not some more i`m "President of Librarian"

This is my first time "tiru" .Hope my teacher will forgive me for the first time .

Sorry teacher ,next time i won`t do it again .This is the first time and the last time .Hope won`t happen on me again .

The Good news is i PASS my chemistry .

Although my chemistry marks are low but at lest i pass .

This is my second time pass my chemistry .

I thought my chem will but i pass it .

Haiz today got bad and good news

Hope this bad news won`t occur again in my life .

ok that`s all i post today .

See you

Bye Bye

Tagged by sook kuan

2008-10-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

1)What is the relationship of you and her/him?

Friend

2.) Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

her: Smart,like to dance,quite pretty,good listener and like to shopping

3.) The most memorable things she/he had done for you.

go Sabah with me, help me in study and be my listener

4.) The most memorable things she/he have said to you.

i`m sleepy la

5.) If she/he become your lover, you will..

She definitely won’t la…coz we are not lesbian

6.) If she/he become your enemy, you will…

Don’t wish to be enemies with she…If yes,act like normal …

7.) If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

She of course won’t la…she need to improve in talking...

8.) If she/he become your enemy, the reason is…

Don’t wish to be enemies with she lo…maybe cemburu her why she so smart...

9.) The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?

"maybe " i wan her to be my gf but is impossoble

10.) The overall impression of her/him is..

A very good friend and a nice person

11.) How do you think the people around you feel about you?

Uhh, I think they’re scare of me lo…Ha ha…

12.) The character of you for yourself is?

Can be happy, can be emo…Can be crazy, can be serious…Can be good, can be bad… Can be a girl ,can be a guy. . . LoL… XD

13.) What do you hate about yourself?

Lazy and stupid

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is?

Erm…still wan to be myself just i wan more clever,hardworking and have more money . . . HE he

15.) For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them

Thanks for caring…I’m always here for you…Hope our friendship will stay strong…

Tag:

My sister

sook kuan

yee wen

Ying Xing

Officer Christine

Annuity Shooky

Fui Jinn

Alicia

Miss Kok

Mr. Leong

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?

Sook kaun :A friend that is quite close but is not my gf. just normal fren

No. 3 a male or a female?

Yee Wen: Female

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?

Fui Jinn& Mr. Leong : Uhh, they don’t even know each other…

How about no. 5 and 8?

Officer Christine & Alicia : Nope…Unless they’re lesbisan…Ha ha… XD

What is no. 1 studying about?

My sister: Studying how can noe more ppl

No. 4 single?

Ying Xing: Yeah, single and available…Anyone interested? Ke ke…

Saying about no. 6

Auntie Shooky : She is a good teacher ,listener and adviser

Sad and Tired

2008-10-20T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hello,people

Today never went to sch because today was orang tua bersara.BYE BYE orang tua.Hope won`t see u again !!!

9.00 am woke up

10.00 am went to K4 with my cousin sister . We went to K4 because my cousin IC was stolen by someone , so she need to make a new IC.

12.00 am Come back from K4.

Then i felt tired and go to sleep.From 12.00-1.30 pm

then Wake up on9 and take bath and study moral

After finish memories 12 nilai then go n sleep again.

I think from 4.30-7 pm.

Haiz , i felt so guilty today because never study that much.Today i just study 12 nilai only and the reast i never study .Feel so guilty. . . Sigh. . .

So i think this time my exam is the "PALING TERUK" i ever have .Hope next year my result will be better.

Haiz , today i wait the call from K4 but they never call me. So i dun think they will "Chen " me. T_T

I think all of my friends are studying now accept me are sleeping ,playing and never study.

Maybe i have no more that energy to studies.So i think i`m wait my subjects to fail.

Maybe i think study and never study is still the same. It will still fail.

Hope this 3days can pass faster. So i no need to be so "sen FOO"

Ok i think i should pen off

BYE BYE

looking for JOB!!!

2008-10-20T00:26:00.005+08:00

hi, people . . .

8.30am wake up and also early in the morning scold by my mother . (T_T)

Then go tuition at kasturi .
Yeah, today is last day i tuition at kasturi(^ _^)

12.30 pm Went to K4 . Today i bought the 1 Hair spray and free another hair spray .It just cost me RM15 . IS quite cheap and also i like this hair spray.Actually i dun wan to buy it but my sis buy 4 me already but have too wait more week. If i dun spray my hair dosen`t look yeng la. . . although i put wax .

This is the Hair spray and wax i bought

Come back home at 12.45 pm .

Then 1.15 pm wanted to go out with my sis and my cousin sister but my mom dun let.

So i `m so angry with it,and i dun wan talk to her from 1-7 pm .

Then after 7 pm ok already . no more angry already.

7.30 pm my sis and my cousin come back .

My cousin today so bad luck . Her PHONE was stole by someone at TIMES SQUARE .

So be careful went u go to Times Square .

8.00 pm go K4 with my cousin and sis to K4 fot r their dinner.

After dinner , we got to Maxis center to make a new SIM card.

For me , i went to K4 officer and ask 4 part time job.

When i fill in the form ,is kind of hard coz the form ask so many question.

The women told me tmr i will be interview.

Oh ya , when i fill in the form got 1 guy ask me wan to work as promoter coz now he really need people to help him.

I never answer him but i got his contact number if any 1 of u looking 4 job u can find me .

So now i think i got 2 part time job 4 me .

He he he . . . Now i`m kind of pokai so need to find to part time job.

ok i think i should pen off .

Bye bye

Today is about the Hot Spring at Perak

2008-10-18T23:23:00.006+08:00

hi, everyone

Today i went to hot spring at Perak.

Woke up at 7.15 am

Reach sch at 8.00 am .

We delay our journey because of someone but is not her fault. She dun have transport last limit.

We start out journey at 8.30 am ++.

In the bus i chat with Mrs boon and officer Christine.

I told Mrs Boon that i wanted to stop GB because i want to concentrate in my study .

Mr boon ask me ,wad time is my tuition start .

i said 12pm +++.

she say next GB meeting is on Saturday (8-10)

Then officer Christine join our conversation.

O C suggest not to tuition at KL .

She call me tuition on weekdays .then on SAT/Sun can rest and can join GB .

M B said if someone that is really commit in GB, then he/she will find the way to arrange this problem .

Haiz!! Now is so " FAN"

Now i still wonder to join GB a not . But i stop it is kind of waster coz i had finish all my training camp juz haven`t do my piratical.

If i join GB i scare i cannot cook will in my study some next year is SPM .

Then we stop our conversation at here.

we reach hot spring at 11.30 am .

After we are get really , then we start our game.

But after a few min and we are in the middle of the game , the weather had change and rain .

All of them are finding shelter but only SK YW, Alicia , Mrs boon and me are enjoying the hot spring with a shelter.

Wo.. it is so nice

then we join back the gp and have devotion at CafeTerai

After devotion , we have our lunch

After lunch , we go to the biggest pool at there.

we saw pn. tan with her son are playing at the pool .

then we play .

2.40pm Went to the main hot spring.It was kind of dirty because of those algae and the Indian ppl.

Then we started off with30`-35` Celsius .

At first was kind of hot but after that it become very nice and comfortable...

Then we went to therapy part ... There are stones that massage the feet with 40` - 43`Celsius water. Is the same reaction 4 me .At first was kind of hot and painful but slowly ok already .

After that, we went to dip into another pool with water around 35`-40`Celsius. Is same reaction like juz now .Althought this pool is hotter but is nicer than 30`-35`Celsius pool.

"Edited at SOOK` blog

After that, we go n boil egg. SK, YW and Alicia go to boil egg and i go to dip my leg in to 42-50 Celsius ,is damn hot at that pool. =s.

At there got one uncle is very geng .He can dip his leg for so long until his leg red in color. ( O.o )

Then we fo n take bath n go home ..

This are some pic i took at there and also in the bus .. . .

the cafateria building

then cafe name

the fish is making a big circle . It is nice?

is me

HA ha !! juz now Mrs boon take ppl pic when ppl is sleeping.Now is my turn to take yr pic when u r sleeping. Mrs boon u are so cute O.o

Reach home at 7.00 pm and have dinner at 8.30 pm, then go on9

Ok that all i post today

Bye Bye

Hi everyone ,i`m back

2008-10-18T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone , i`m back .

Good news,
i had cut my hair. This time i quite like my new hairstyle .ha ha ha
It make me look cool and "handsome".(^_^)
This is my "PIC"
~Before and After~

Today add maths had end. This time i blank a lot of question.T_T
Today i doesn`t felt sad maybe i think my heart is numb. I don`t have any feel about my exam although a few subject are fail.
But anyway my exam is going to end ,still have 3 more days. I can`t wait my exam finish .

yeah , tomorrow i`m going to hot spring at Sg. Kalh ,Pahang.
I never go hot spring before.So now i so nerves.
I can`t wait to go Hot spring. So happy.^_^

Today sook kuan come my house .
Actually i though today my sister teacher going to teach us how to make . But is not, she just teach us how to take good care our skin . Quite bored sitting at there.
HA ha , i can use my sister cleanser and . . . yea yea . . .

And i want to tell something to my sis in here .
Sorry , i misunderstand u . I as yr sister i should trust u but i never. Sorry sis . Now i will always trust u. I won`t do this mistake anymore. Sis ,i`m proud of u. I love u sis

NOW i just him "HIM".HE is so bad. I will NEVER forget U.
TUT u . . .

ok that`s all i post today .
BYE BYE

From sad to happy but become sad again

2008-10-15T19:29:00.004+08:00

This week i`m sad

Haiz this time i fail dengan cemerlang Gemilang T.T

but today chem paper3 really make me angry until i cut my hair

so after cutting i feel better.

if u wan 2 see my new hairstyle u can see on this Friday.

Haiz the hair dresser say my hair very little n very sensitive .She call me to the shampoo that cost RM55. But i never buy it cost not enough money ..

After cutting this hair my mom angry with me . She say she not going to give me money to go Gentling Highland and other stuff. Sob Sob....

SO i need to get a job in this holiday that is coming

If anyone of u have any job that is high pay please tell me .Thank you

I have to look a job that is high pay because i need to buy a lot of thing. T.T

please help me look any job that is high pay . I really need money now . . . (T.T)

BY here i end my post today . . .

BYE BYE

Haiz !! Exam start again!!!

2008-10-12T19:34:00.005+08:00

hello

today i have a short post

today go acc tuition
yeah kasturi have given out the new time table and have 2 month free tuition at kasturi.
if anyone of u want of you want 2 tuition at kasturi u can look for me or, sk, yw, and fish.

today ying xing is going 2 cut her hair . Dunno what she going to look like . he he he...

got a short study gp with ying xing because she wan 2 have a hair cut at 3 pm++

then go home , i have a nap

to my lovely friend i not going 2 update my blog in this week coz have exam scare not enough time to study.

to inform you ,
i`m going to cut my hair in this Thursday. i`m going 2 look different . he he he ..
pls don`t fall in love with me . he he he

I also going 2 skip my acc exam. Sorry Fish and my friends that take acc . Coz i really cannot do
it.

(T.T) i cannot cut my hair again because of my mother.

actually i think i can cut my hair it juz becoz of my sis .She always make my mother angry and worry about her.

Becoz of my sis i can`t cut my hair.

I can go n cut my hair juz i dun wan make my mother angry again.

I tut u wai szu hui .u make me cannot cut my hair.

By here i end my post
BYe BYE

hi everyone

2008-10-11T21:14:00.006+08:00

hi

Woke up at 12.30pm . (T_T)

Have breakfast n lunch in the same time . (^o^)

Go Xing house at 3.30 pm

Feel like cutting short . Help me choose which hairstyle suit me

Do u think i should cut boy hairstyle .

i feel like trying although my mother don`t let

i will still do it

Give me some suggestion please

By here ,i end my post

bye bye

hi everyone

2008-10-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

Some light shine on me

2008-10-10T19:47:00.003+08:00

Hi!! everyone .
How are you ?
I`m fine

Today i have a study group with Ying Xing .
Shit la i over slept today .Suppose at 10.00 am but i reach Xing house at 11.00 am

When i reach Xing house ,xing call me 2 accompany her to go to our primary sch.
We wait for almost 1 and a half hour. But when the guy show up ,he told us to 2 go back at 3pm .

Haiz so tired and then need 2 back to the old sch n find Mr Jason .

Then we go back xing house n i have my lunch at xing house . After having lunch, we felt sleepy n we took a half hour nap .

Then we continue our studies. Unfortunately , time was passing so damn fast. It was 3pm alreadi . We had 2 meet with Mr .Jason as our earlier schedule .

On the way , we heard a familiar voice suddenly .Guess who?!?IS MARK TAN!!!!

He is teaching Taekwando.

Then we saw Mr Jason ,we discuss our thing and so on .

Then we`re leaving that place and go back ying xing house.

Finally, we can concentrate on our studies but "yen xun bet yv tin xun" we end up playing computer games .

Haiz i wasted a day 2 study (T_______T)

Xing n me so enjoying what`s we doing .

After that , i went back home .

7 pm i go to nite market with my mother and i saw sook kuan .

We have dinner at nite market.

When we reach home my sis bring a few friends from Anway.

And her friends are demonstrating their product.

By here, i`m here to announce that this is all i have to say in this latest post . i guess we`ll be seeing each soon.

BYE BYE (^_^)

Many things make me so emo and sad (T_T)

2008-10-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

Hi , my friends

sorry never update my blog coz exam .

This time final exam make me so up sad .

I found that, i have a feeling that`s make me so regret.

But is too late for me to regret . I cannot turn back ...

Now i know that i`m so poor in my study . Do u know what makes me become so lazy ? Let me tell u

Before i tell u how i become lazy ,i tell u my pass

When i`m in primary sch, i`m a very poor student in my study . I never get A be4 when i`m in primary sch. I always get last number 5. Even in my UPSR i also never get any A or As.

So when i`m in secondary sch, I`m in 1Fadil .That time i only got chance 2 get As n in class get TOP 3.

That time i `m a person that is very hardworking n until Form3 i success get in 3G class .That time i still very hardworking

Then when i got my PMR result i was so surprise. I never thought i can get so good result .That time i really very happy .

Then that time my laziness start 2 come .My result getting low and low.Until now ... (T_T)

Not even lazy, i also started 2 blame people. I blame anyone that around me include God .

But dunno why now i doesn`t feel like blaming people. Now i will just blame myself .I blame myself because i`m the one who make myself in trouble. After i got the PMR result I think i`m so smart because i "think i`m so smart"that i can study well when i`m in Form 4 but is not . End up fail this subject fail that subject.

But after i took history exam , then i only is useless 4 me last minute study it won`t help me. I can study this subject but i cannot study another subject in the same time.

So in order i continue 2 be a lazy person i better be a hardworking person. In this final exam i learn a lesson is don`t ever study last minute is useless but 4 somebody can but 4 me can`t .

Don`t be afraid i will still continue on9 and update my blog. I will always tell the latest news 4 u all.

For the latest news in my blog is

This time final exam i dun think i can get a good result although got TIPS given .

Before i end my blog i need 2 say something 2 a few person which is my parents

Ma and Ba sorry ,this time i cannot get a good result 4 u all but dun worry i will work hard 4 next year .Next year is my last year 2 study in secondary sch , i will really work hard on it this time i won`t make u all disappointed .Next year i promise u i will get a good result 4 u all.

Ma Ba i will study hard n work hard. ma u all always give me things n what i wan i also can get but this is my time turn. Ma Ba i cannot get any good thing 4 u all .The thing i can give is my result in every exam .MA BA I love you

Ok in here i end my blog today .
bye bye

New blog skin

2008-10-09T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody how is my new blog skin? Leave a comment on my chatbox if you're free lah. Ying Xing help me to do the blog skin wan.

Actually, this is Ying Xing typing. Anyway, bye bye~

4/10 Taniah !! Today i waste another day

2008-10-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

Geng man !! Today i really wasted the whole day

Today i woke up at 12.30 pm . "Wah so early"

Then i have my lunch n breakfast "2 in 1"

then take bath n on9

2pm go K4 until 3.30 pm

today i went to K4 2 fix my specs n make a new specs

Now a days the specs is so expensive . i buy the" cheap pluck " also need RM 200 .
I rather buy the high quality . Now my so call "new specs" is half frame

then watch tv n sleep

Ah ............ i wan 2 go to dead. WHY i still so useless .Ah ah ah ....

i hate myself .

Why am i so stupid ?

Why am i so lazy ?

Why ? Why ? Why?....

i got time 2 watch tv , on9, blogging check mail . Why i dun hv time 2 study ?

Maybe i juz stupid enough .

Maybe stupid person like 2 waste time in stupid thing . Ha ha ha ....

ok la i dun wan 2 talk so much .i talk n talk also talking about stupid thing.
stupid people talk stupid things . Do u agree ? i`m agree .

Don`t listen 2 stupid ppl talk.If not u will get stupid n Become useless n stupid.

ok bye bye

3/10 I think i really will die

2008-10-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 9.30am n then i go take a bath .After that i wait Yx 2 come my house 2 study

1st is study 1 but after a few min we go n on9 n chat with sook kuan .

Haiz this time exam i sure die .

Why ppl study 4 a few hrs they can understand easily. Why i study 4 the whole days i still dun understand.

why !!! why i`m i so stupid and lazy? why my brain so slow? why all my friends so smart n cleaver? why i`m the oni 1 that is so stupid?Even they last min study ,they still can get good result.

who can teach me be smarter or who can make me be smarter .

This cartoon it just like. i study until cry also useless. i still cannot memories .And yet it make me become hopeless. Now i no more hope in my exam . ppl say who work hard they will get back good things. Y i work so hard i dun get any things . y i`m the oni 1 stupid.Y i always exam i cannot get as good as my friends. I like 2 study but i cannot get good result . Is it stupid ppl cannot get good result . God u say this world no stupid ppl but why i`m so stupid. Can u tell me Y . Y!!!!! God u tipu me.

God if u give me a wish my wish is , i wan 2 be a smart n clever person.God give a chance 2 be smart . God if i`m smart i can make my parents happy becoz i can get a good result.If i smart next time i growth up i can make a lot of money n i can give a lot of my money 2 my parents. If i`m smart i can my parents life better. I dun wan see my parents so `sen fu` .Every time i see my mum woke up in the morning n sleep at 1 or 2 pm. i dun wan my dad get accident in 1 day . i juz wan 2 smart .Now my parents is getting older n older . now what can i do is study n get a good result 2 my parents .

Haiz even i how stupid God also won`t help me. Blog so much also hopeless.

Haiz 2 day nvr study n today i do bad luck .
i kenal marah from my mum n my specs spoil again . my specs juz fix yesterday 2 day soil again.
Maybe stupid ppl will always get this life.....

ok la i blog until here bye ...

2/10 Haiz i still very lazy 2day n i cannot do wat i say in the blog."T.T"

2008-10-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 am

Went out with my parents for breakfast , come back around 10.30am

change my room abit n tidy abit . tidy a bit my room look wide n more fresh . More feeling 2 study.

ya is true after change the room design , i really can study .If anyone of u cannot study u can try my way. he he he....

Today the hole day i study the history but until now i still haven`t finish 1 chapter. Haiz Y my brain so slow .T.T

Now my brain is memory full cannot study anymore T.T

oh... ya almost forget say something, ya i still very lazy coz i not really focus in study n yesterday i juz say i wan 2 stop on9 or blogging but i really love in blogging n chatting with my friends.

OK la chat until here now i try 2 study again if cannot then go on9 or i will be appear off9 .

Bye bye

1/10 Why am i so lazy T_T

2008-10-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

haiz !! Today i wasted 1 day again 2 study. I woke up at 2 pm and then do nothing.
Stupid la i always waste my time in stupid stuff. Shit la i`m so afraid of exam . Some more i still haven`t finish revision. " Mati lo i not enough time to do my revision. How ! How ! i so scare now. Wat should i do now. Study 24 hrs everyday !! Or dun study at all juz fail it. No , but i dun wan 2 fail my exam . What should i do now. who can tell me.? so "fan " now...

ah yah i dun care la . This time i really wan 2 get good result in my exam . I dun can whether i sick or something. I will just study how much that i can. I will nvr on9 from 2morrow n blogging until finish exam.

sorry to say that , u all will never understand stupid person feeling. i noe u are trying 2 help me but wat situation u have i even more worst than u. At list u penah success i tak penah success be4.... But anyway thank you 4 cheering me up. . this time exam i try 2 do my best and would make u be disappoint with my result ...

29/9-30/9

2008-09-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

29/9 Activities at Yee Wen house...

Wake up at 10.20 am. Be4 that Ying Xing had send me 2 message .
1st message
(HOW MANY BAGS U BRING? i GOT 2 , 1FOR BOOKS N 1 FOR CLOTHES .YOU)
reply by me is : haven`t pack yet ( in a blur mood bsc i`m still sleeping )
2message
(HOW MANY BAGS U BRING?)
reply by me is :2 bags (still in a blur mood bsc i`m still sleeping )

Then i wake up n pack my back n get ready 2 meet YX in K4 bus stop at 11 am. I go there by my legs n YX by Car . Then we put out bags in k4 information counter. Haiz we wait 4 so long at the counter coz alot of ppl n oni go 1 worker inside the counter. Next we go 2 buy our snacks. After a moment YX say,she bring not enough $ . Then i buy my stuff 4 my mom n bring it back home n YX go home take $ . Then we meet again n buy snacks n hv our lunch at KFC. then we wait for 30 min 4 the bus. We sit inside the bus 4 1 hrs and we reach YW house at 2 pm . But actually is 1 pm but YX say is 2pm .End up we late 4 1 hrs 2 yw house.then we give our reason bla bla....

we study n play awhile study again n play . 6.00 pm i went off coz i need 2 go tuition . Come back at 10.15 pm . I c they all at yw`s room search dance 4 our librarian party. Then we Patrice's dancing n then we go mamak .... Sleep at 2am .

30/9 2nd day at YW house.

not really sleep well coz the sofa very narrow. usually i sleep like a star fish shape. ha ha ha ...
Then in the of midnight i see YX role n role on the floor. then look at me maybe i`m too cute when i sleep. ha ha ha...
wake up at 9.00 am then study ,eat n play . 11.30 am go T.B.J 2 play the deposit. MR Wong type my name En. Wai Szu Wah . =_="
then we come back at 2.30 pm coz we .....................................
then study ....

5.00 go take bath....

6 something eat dinner....

Go home 6.45 pm .....

7.10 pm go pasar malam until 7.55 pm ....

watch vedio at YOUTUBE (afterworld) quite nice.....

10.30 pm : check mail , friendster , read sk blog , coment, n chat with sk....

12.00 am : Blogging....

12.30 am : Mr siew chat with me (ask about the stay overnight at yw house n ask about someone ..... )

then 1 something k_ on9 then.... he dun dare 2 say it
i ask him y he nvr reply her answer in on9 bsc he scare he hurt her. so now i represent him 2 tell her that (answer is no ) . sorry . i noe is hurting but i juz wan u 2 lepaskan this big stone 4 many months .study hard . we will still be friend :>

25/9-28/9

2008-09-27T22:44:00.000+08:00

25/9 as usual not many things happen on 25/9

all my geng decide 2 ponteng sch on 26/9 because my sch orang tua bersara . we juz come 4 interview of sidang . he he he... . After sch i go back home n eat my lunch n take a bath . After that i wait 4 ying xing come my house 2 study. OK la 4 today can study abit a coz study bio quite sleepy . then after study we go k4 again 2 buy things n have McDonald`s .then go home n eat my dinner again .then go tuition . after that go on9 n go 2 sleep .

26/9 interview day n go Taman Bukit Jalil discuss about librarian party

we gather at taxi station . my friend say i walk like gester .LOL i`m too tomboy, ha ha ha ... . then we take a taxi 2 (T.B.J ) . That taxi driver change us RM7 . so bad suppose is around RM5 but i think that taxi driver tipu us. SO BAD... sob sob...
After reach golf club we r looking 4 Mr Wong . i saw a Chinese man n i thought is Mr Wong but is not, so malu... then a fat man come out from office n ask us it is come from smkbbsp n we say yes . then i ask him where is Mr Wong. He say i`m Mr Wong .LoL he doesn`t look like Chinese , ha ha ha... Mr Wong very good la wat we wan ,he will try 2 get 4 us. So good i respect u Mr. Wong.
After finish discussing all the things , we go back 2 sch , and this time another taxi driver charge us RM 4.50 . Emm this time better ....
then we go library n lepak n discuss our party drama. Finally hv idea about the drama. Now we juz hv 2 think about the dancing step . After finish discuss we go 4 interview . Not really scare. Juz sepontan .Quite easy the interview . After finish interview i go home n eat my lunch n go Ying Xing house study. But today we nvr study , we play computer n Ying Xing teach me photo shop n give me some songs. then we go pasar malam .be4 we go pasar malam we call Sook Kuan n Yee wen 2 join us. Ying Xing call Yee wen around 30 - 32 times miss call n i call fi jinn n Sook Kuan . While we going 2 pasar malam suddenly rain n we faster run 2 my house . we study photo shop again n wait 4 the rain stop n go pasar malam .After finish walking pasar malam we go home . after reach home i take bath on9 n go 2 sleep n wake up at 1 am . i wake up n watch tv with my sis bf n we eat Maggie mi in the might night we chat n watch until 5.30 am then i go 2 sleep .

27/9 A very tired day

yesterday i sleep at 5.30 am in wake up at 8.15 am . Actually i can sleep until 1 or 2 pm but because of someone call me n wake me up .Early in the morning say a lot of thing make cannot sleep back. so i hv 2 go GB . Finish Gb meeting at 12.30 come back from home 1 pm n i straight away go 2 sleep .i sleep until 6 pm . wake up eat n take bath n watch tv n go on9 . so sad 2day i nvr study at all . haiz so scare cannot get good result. when i chat with Sook Kuan ,n SK was in trouble . she was annoying by Mr Siew. so SK add me in there conversation . i feel so bad coz said so much tut words to him .Sorry Mr.Siew i say all this word juz bcs i wan u 2 let SK off. i hv 2 protect my friends . sorry 2 say u tut words. End up i say sry 2 him coz i feel guilty n chat about SK until 2pm then i off9 . i think he off around 3 am or more.

28/9 usual day

Wake up at 8.30 n go tuition at Kasturi.After tuition i wait 4 SK n YW end they tuition .while waiting i do my acc . after finish do my acc n we go marry borrow n buy food 2 eat n wait 4 bus. reach home around 3 pm. then 3.30 go Ying Xing house study until 6pm . then 6.60 pm i sleep until 9.30 pm . then i on9 n go take bath. than i chat with my geng about tmr study at YW new house. n we going stay overnight at her new house . then no i chat with Mr. Siew . juz now he make me cry coz he let remember of my cat . i still cannot let off my pet . i still miss him .Mr Siew i tell u my pet is cannot be replace no 1 can replace him .

ok la 2day i chat until here.. bye

23/9-24/9

2008-09-24T22:44:00.000+08:00

23/9 in sch
yesterday quite tired but i dunno why tired. i take a nap in sej n maths time . emm... so nice . then duty at library. next CT told me that he not free 2 duty yesterday. then i ask him why not free. he nvr tell me the true. thank god jun won ganti duty if not i sure very busy. And then ying xing n me study at library . 1st in library very senyap but when the pn .Z... came in become very noisy. tut her , she say won`t noisy 1 la i will change it very well. this fella tahu cakap tak tahu buat. so me n YX move 2 bilik komputer study. then that fella again call me 2 close library at 3 pm. kesian 2 the student that really wan 2 study . they hear me say close library , mereka punya look so kesian . After close library ,we go 2 bilik pengawas study. at 1st the bilik BP was lock n i`m too strong until can open the door back . he he he... then we study a few min the n we go home. at house after come back from sch i take a bath n then watch tv . then i do my sejarah home work . do until half an hrs i go 2 sleep coz cannot tahan .then i go ps with my mom.

At night my sis bf come 2 visit us. i told him that my sis is so cruel to him , he cry in front of me. i so kesian Mr leong .

24/9 maybe i shouldn`t talk 2 much
wow ... today mr A n pn.R nvr come. we use this few period to our physic project. while we in the bengkel the Nazip came in n take pic, n my pic hv been token by her. tut her, take my pic without my permission . then she ask us about sch thing . n i say the true .then my friend advise me dun talk too straight forward it will something happen if the Nazip tell 2 our Org tua . will might scold by her. then ok la will almost finish out project juz hvn`t rap it . we go 2 library to rap it n we use NIlam n BI time to do this. we kenal tulis nama by JJ cz we are not in class . sry JJ .WE burnt our bi time but we success finish our project n our teacher say is very tepat 4 the mirror angle . all this work r do by sk n yw i juz help abit oni .

I stay back in sch 2day 4 study. dun why now adays i`m so tired i take a 30 min nap at library until another Nazip came in again . Haiz me n sk kenal again . and this time again i talk too much . haiz.... then we continue study ...

come back from sch i wanted 2 take bath but i`m too tired i fall asleep on the bed n i slept 4 2 hrs . the i go take bath n go tuition . juz now i come back from tuition i go on9 n blogging . when i came in my room i saw my sis using our house ph 2 call another guy . i kind of hate her . juz break up with Mr. Leong so fast got another 1 . And in front of me (fat hou ) with the guy. i hate her n the another guy . if the guy wan 2 pikat my sis . Come on use yr phone 2 call my sis la why u wan my sis 2 call u n also talk 4 so long u think my mom print the money 2 pa the bill ar. tut both of u ,TUT ,tut ,tut ....... tut you n f u . hate u .

ok i chat until here be4 i can`t control myself.... bye

dunno hv 2 wait how long i oni hv another brother in law

2008-09-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

In sch
2day go 2 sch my geng jeer me that `thing again".Quite angry bcs if u the 1 who kenal k___ by a strange n kenal jeer by yr friend or maybe the whole sch noe about it .will u angry . the more my geng jeer me the more ppl will noe n is very malu. now is k___ by a guy that is not yr bf n do u think u like ppl jeer if they jeer until the whole sch noe alreadi then how. where i wan 2 put my muka .WARNING : PLS DUN JEER ME ANYMORE IF NOT OUR FRIENDSHIP STOP UNTIL HERE . I`M SERIOUS .

2day i hv a study group with ying xing . i reach yx house at 2.35 n yx a bit angry coz i late 4 35 min. i late bcs i take an hours nap . thank you ying xing bcs wake me up if dun hv yr call our study group will not success. thank you. today i study + maths n chem . i do 4 ques n spend 4 2 hrs . in this 2 ours or coz got chat abit n so on . Although is oni 2 hrs but i noe how 2 completely square alredi. thank you yx 4 helping me n teach me + maths . then study half way yx n me hungry n yx call her maid cook food . after cook n we eat . the more we eat the more we become hungry .then we drink water. when i study + maths yx study sejarah .she very funny ,she read until so sleeply n then change 2 maths, then chem, then bio then physic n last chem again . we reast 4 10 min n study chem 2gether .then go home at 5.30pm.

my sis bf told me that her broken up with my sis . so sad.next time no ppl play will me, help me do karangan,no ppl give me money n talk 2 me n the most important next time i cannot bully him alredi . haiz dun hv 2 wait how long i oni hv another good brother in law. Mr leong i noe yr heart is very painful although i nvr feel the pain be4. times go long i think u will be better. i hope in the future u will get another gf that is better than my sis n she will love forever n ever.

then i go 4 yoga . after yoga take bath n eat (lo Mei fan ) that cook by my sis. the taste ok la but tasteless coz she nvr put salt.

ok la i chat until here bye...

17/9 -21/9

2008-09-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

17/9/2008 my dad made me so angry with him
yesterday , my blog juz say i wan 2 study n then 2 day i try 2 make it also cannot.my mum call me 2 help her check the result of lottery then i say cannot not la i wan 2 study i scare once i on the comp auto i will go 2 on9 n so on... . then my dad go n scold me . say me , call me check abit thing also cannot, say me LCLY la n tell a story about a girl is so LC la actually he is talking about me...

18/9 my maid stolen money again
haiz i dun wt 2 say about my maid. this time she stolen RM100 ...

19/9 i`m so sleepy 2 day
2day we wen 2 hang tuah 4 the interact stuff wif our friends n 1 teacher.we go there by LRT.then after reach there the fat lady go n take monorail and the coz RM 1.20 . Now a days i nvr eat n keep my money n then she juz call us waste RM1.20 . u noe RM 1.20 is very important 4 me . u r rich think that RM1.20 is a kacang putih but 4 me is very important. is enough 4 me 2 eat a nasi lemah tambah nasi besar at sch. then we reach 2 the hotel, the interact ppl juz talk 2 fui jinn, n the teacher n the least do nothing... haiz so bored
but end already got drinks n cakes 2 eat . coz i1m so hungry . the whole day i juz eat a muffin.
reach until home so tired n i sleep until 2 am . wake up take bath n cook Maggie mee 2 eat then i watch tv n then i sleep back at 5.45 am ...

20/9 i sleep the while day n 1 person give me something that i cannot forget..
actually 2day hv 2 go gb meeting coz i sleep very late then i dun wan 2 go ...sorry 2 my officer .
then i sleep until 2 pm wake up . then i eat my breakfast n lunch (2 in 1) the food is chicken rice .
then i watch tv until 3.30 , i sleep back again until 5.30 . next i take bath n prepare 2 go chin toong birthday party . i wait 4 sook kuan fetch me n then v reach ready we go kf house . Haiz then we eat lo n i go 2 bbq . after bbq they calll me 2 play a game that is , who take a Ace hv 2 punishment n the punishment is hug or kiss .haiz dunno why sk, ky ,bp, kl,, sh, n me so luck. Haiz i dun wan 2 said alreadi . it juz make me think back that moment . haiz , ah............... so sad n shy ...
haiz juz forget out it ...that night i really cannot sleep well . my brain keep on think back that moment.

21/9 suddenly i become pretty but it juz a few hour
2day as usual go tuition n after tuition i follow my sis go amway 2 learn makeup n c how they help the girl make up.Quite bored sit day an hrs n hungry coz morning until 4 something still hvn`t eat . then my sis tarik me go make up . the lady help me cukur my eye brown almost all kenal cukur . she help me make up until i look good my eye look bigger ,look more soft ,n my ugly spot sudah hide kan .. ha ha ha i so happy can be a pretty girl 4 a few hrs .then end at 5.00. then i eat roti canai coz i cannnot tahan already after that go home n sleep . sleep until 7.30 go n watch my face n go k4 4 my dinner .then i on 9 but i appear off 9 coz i need 2 study my chem 2 morrow chem exam scare sim sim kill me. in msn i juz chat with sook kuan n she tall me about her stuff n she make me abit angry . but is ok la i forget about it .i like my eye brown.

ok la today i talk until here bye bye ...

Now my duty day change 2 tuesday

2008-09-16T21:33:00.000+08:00

i change my duty day juz 4 temporally after the Form 3 librarian finish PMR they hv 2 duty back like normal. Haiz so sad hv 2 "berpisah " with my friends 4 temporally .2day so bored duty with CT . Haiz i still hv 2 duty with him until PMR finish . Ah.... help ,help ... so happy i bought 2 new revision book that is chemistry n biology . i hope i can finish all this revisions by this year. Total books i have are 12 . Actually i still hv few more revision books

Let me court which subject hv the most 5 add maths,2 sej,2 maths,3 acc, 3 bio, 3 chem ,2 komsas n 1 grammar book. I like 2 buy revision book but i lazy 2 do it . Anyway i still hv 2 do it if not i`m so wasting the money .

i should listen 2 my sis say . i should give more "semangat " 2 myself. she said if i got the time 2 nap ,watch tv ,on9,blogging ,check mail and so on ,why don`t i use all this time 2 study . Maybe i should do that from now. I think 1 week 2 times for on9 for n check mail,friendster , blogging n so on 1 week 1 times. Hope wat i say , i can do it or take action .

I dun wan Fail dengan cemerlang . I wan straight As . I wan success dengan cemerlang!!!

I WANT 2 GET STRAIGHT As in my year end Exam n also in SPM . If no As also nvm at list pass all .

I hope my wish maybe come true .

To all my friends,

i feel like make a study group . If anyone of u wan 2 join study group with me . pls tell me if anyone wan 2 join coz this study group i study 4 this year end exam . The more fast we start the group the more we can learn . But got limit ppl . Maxi 6 and mini 2 .Be4 that i will start by my own .

A raining day.... emm so nice 2 sleep

2008-09-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

in sch
today i`m so angry with the Si Pt . last Friday she nvr said properly n then she give me the work 2 do . After helping her do finish already she say i do wrong already . wat la the old lady . ok la i tahan her but after that she call me 2 her 2 go stuff room 2do back the work properly . Then i say huh!! go Miss Sim class 'woh' after her subject . you noe wat she say " she said NEVER MIND LA...." .This make me so angry with her. tut....X10 .SHE MAKE ME UNTIL MISS half an hour of miss Sim class . tut you...
Si Pt if i smart i can help u but u already noe i`m so stupid u still wan me 2 help u do work .u ada otak n hati tak kalau tak ada pergi pasar @ hospital beli. kalau tidak saya akan meletup pd suatu hari U SURE MATI TERUK .

At house
come back from sch 1 pm then i rest awhile n go n nap for 3 hrs(1.30-4.30) haiz i waste 3 hrs again .then 5 pm i eat my lunch n dinner . next i go n do my homework until 7.10pm and then i go 2 sleep again until 7.45 pm n go 4 tuition ...

ok la bye bye

Happy Moon Cake Festival

2008-09-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

happy Moon cake Festival to all my beloved friends
haiz !! Finally can i can sing the my part ,,, ha ha ha . 2day i wen 2 tuition
Mr Bong give a lot of objective ques T_T. But never mind i sot sook kuan , she will borrow her acc 2 me . no la is i call her 2 borrow me 1 ha ha ha. Thank you sook kuan. today i follow yee wen go kl 2 to ask about the foto but v cannot get it coz the guy say he already send out .but v still hvn`t get . yee wen say she hv 2 discuss wif wei ying 1st c how 1st.

After tuition i nap for 4 hrs coz yesterday i slept at 5.30am . I slept so bcs i wan 2 do finish my acc n also i watch tv. haiz i always like 2 watch tv dunno why . now i 1 day nvr watch tv i will die . ha ha ha no wonder my result so poor . "padan muka saya".juz now my family n i hv a dinner at a (vege ...) restaurant .
why every one is so hard working doin there revision but i nvr do ... maybe they dun wan there parents sad n they r hard working. Dunno when i can become like they all .... haiz....

ok la i said until here la ... bye

my house hv a thief

2008-09-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

my house hv a thief . this thief is very old n she came from indo... , she stolen my big sis RM 50, MY dad Rm 80, my mom RM 100 something and me RM 50 . so sad la , my parent give her salary but she still wan 2 curi our money , We give u eat , sleep n so on y u don`t hargai . IF NEXT TIME U STILL CURI OUT $$ I WILL CURI YR $$ BACK.

today i so syok i woke up at 1 pm ... n then do nothing ,,, ha ha ha so hopeless right ...
sook kuan y u still hv on9 i wan 2 ask u acc ... i got so many work 2 do
i got 5 acc , 2 essay , 1 summary ,add maths , bio , chem, phys, maths n so on still hvn`t do yet. All this are very long time home work ...
U see how hopeless am`i , so many work still hvn`t do . u see how i going 2 finish it .and some more my exam is coming also . this time sure mati , haiz... i really no ubat can heal me .Duno when i`m going 2 die. now i`m juz waiting the time 2 die ...

that all 4 2day .... haiz...

so scare 2 day

2008-09-13T00:25:00.000+08:00

In sch
haiz !!! 2 day in sch Mrs boon call me 2 teach the silent drill . Luckly 2day got few Gb girl , not that scare but Mrs Boon also got help me ,Thank God they can understood wat i teach by me n Mrs boon . he he he

Library Ad
haiz !! this year our AD is so many problem . wan 2 make it more syok ,my T said this 1 cannot la that 1 cannot . haiz give us lot of problem one. But any thank you Mr LOke 4 help us 2 find the place 4 us . Thank GOd ,got Mr loke help if not our AD will be make at HSP again .so bored with that place already.

4 myself still in a hopeless mood
i`m still wasting my time in watching tv ,n nap .I think no ubat can heal me except myself but i own self also dun wan 2 heal myself. so funny right! ha ha ha
ya .. juz now i keep sing the song ,i hope we can sing it well bcs i wan the Form 5 ppl will remember us wat we done 4 u . we will ~hargai ~ u form5 librarian ,"we LOVE you"... i hope our AD will successful .

A sad day 4 me n start from now i will be a hopeless person

2008-09-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

y i said 2day is my sad day bcs i waste another 5hrs 2 sleep n then 3 hrs watch tv. After that hv a bit of fever but i think is ok 4 me. 2day i watch a movie that make me even more sad.that movie is talking about human life. In this movie i think back of my beloved ~bmm~, think back that i so stupid n lazy. I think that teacher is right , she scolded me 2day or can be said she increase her voice. she said y it is so simple also duno how 2 do ,y it is so easy also duno how 2 do!! but anywhere she also teach me. In her words i feel that i`m so stupid, y the basic also duno .Maybe last time i shouldn't`t go 4 science class i should go 2 acc class.Few days ago , a girl ask me a question, she ask in science class which subject is the harderst. Then i said i duno n is not the subject hard is my own problem dun wan 2 study them . now i think if i fail my SPM . i duno my parents will scold me anot or they will be hopeless. But i think i will be a hopeless person . Now i`m so lazy but i wan be a successful person. i think is impossible .haiz !! when can i be a hard working person. Haiz dun care la . i think i must hv a thing 2 push me only i hv the semangat only can. god will i be hopeless 4ever?? ok la i said until here.

To the ppl that noe me,
if u all c my blog already pls give me a bad comment .scold me as u like . or even u can hate me . Don`t advise me let me continue be hopeless...

hv a bad day n make`s me so emo

2008-09-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

In sch
so bad luck 2 day. Dunno 2day which stupid fella pour the water into my bag n made until all my books get wet. Tut... him or her . This is my 1st time kena like that . i told teacher , n the teacher say maybe someone hate me n do this kind of things . If many ppl hate me , i suppose kena many times of this action . Y now only kena . Haiz ! dun wan said already the more i said the more angry i hv.
At home
Haiz!!! today i waste another 3 hrs in nap . sometime i really hate myself . i always say hv 2 study, be more hard working n must finish my homework by this week . i juz say n nvr do . who can tell me y ?? Haiz my year end exam is on 7/10/2008 . so sad i still hv revision i still in a lazy mood . (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.....) ~shouting~ Y I SO LAZY , Y....... HAIZ THIS TIME EXAM SURE FAIL ALL SOME MORE I TARGET FOR 5A1 N A FEW Bs. " God can u help me in my study or can u give me a very smart brain so that i can pass my exam or ... god u can make me more hard working in my study . Haiz szu wah even u pray 2 god also no use . God only help ppl that is hard working not like me . WAI SZU WAH if u really wan 2 success u must work hard in yr study is not talking all this stupid think at yr blog. i create this blog n name this blog 'FULL of hope in my life'. now i`m not full of hope i`m full of hopeless. THIS TIME I REALLY WAN 2 STUDY n I WAN 2 PASS MY TARGET .SZU WAH U THINK UCAN U SURE CAN . N U HV 2 THINK about m mom .my mom (hei sen) so much tak akan u wan her be sad . so szu wah u hv 2 study because of yr mom ,yr family and my future . STUDY HARD!!!

Haiz!! i`m so lazy n hv a bad day (-_-)"

2008-09-08T23:24:00.000+08:00

In the school
today fui jinn hv a stomach pain until hv 2 go back home. so sad she cannot do the chem experiment at the Sim Sim class.
Ha ha ha!! today in miss Sim class our group so funny. ck `so ha, so ha ` kena marah by Sim Sim. 1st she go n shake the phenolphthalein solution n kena marah , 2scd she drop the phenolphthalein solution in a large amount , suppose put 3 drops of phenolphthalein solution in to the alkali solution.

About my English tuition
today v suppose hv a class 2day but got 2 ppl suddenly said wan 2 stop the class n make us until so in trouble. out $$ hv 2 increase already . stupid la !!!

At home
come back from sch at 1.30 pm n then go n play games until 1.45 pm. Next i go n take bath n hv my lunch until 3.00 pm. then i hv 3 hrs nap. stupid la i take so long nap `no wonder i always cannot finish my home `. them go yoga at 6.30 pm until 7.45
then help my mum cook the dinner until 8.30
then i eat n watch tv until 9.15 . lastly do my homework with watching tv

That's all 4 2day bye bye . continue by 2morrow

1st blogging in m blog 3/9/08

2008-09-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone today is my 1st time blogging . I create this blog because i wan 2 remember him(1.8.2008) in my heart n also wan 2 syok sendiri. Today in sch not many teacher came in our class and then my gang group 2gether 2 `bincang our plan in the genting. YX,ALICIA,YW will sleep 2gether n me,sk,ck will sleep 2gether.FJ will sleep with her sis nher sis friend. i think this trip will be very fun ,ha ha ha!!

Today i got library duty again. today sk,yw, n me very tired until sleep in the library .Be4 that we discuss about the annual dinner 4 library. Maybe this year AD will be at some where n the theme is wear shirt. this AD still not comform yet still discussing.....

sk , yw i bought a kitchen scale n a measuring cup!! i`m so happy next time i can make the chees tart again n many many food . he he he....

Haiz! duno y i`m so lazy . Alwas cannot finish my homework n ,ake until myself cannot do my revision. Y , i so lazy 1 . szu wah, szu wah.... year end exam is coming if u still dun study u will get straight 9G in my exam. Ok WAI SZU WAH strat from now on (3/9/2008) 11.41 Pm u hv 2 study very hard already if not u will hv bad luck for 4 months .

MY WISH
1. This year end exam must pass n must get at list 3A1 n 6 B . Target 5A1 n 4 B 3
2.Hope 2 be a hard working person
3.my library AD will be succes
4.hope i can get back all my $ into my bank
5.hope 2 get a new digit camera
6.hope my next year birthday will be celebrating with my friends n family
7.hope i can do all my revision book
8.hope 2 make a new glasses n also hope my parent will buy contact lens 4 me
9.hope my next camp or trip will be very fun
10.hope i can find my 1st l--- in my life.

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i very hate some one . u are very` fcuking ass hole` sry to say that but she really make me very angry
u think u a who ,u very big ar so babi betul